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Friday, 30 November, 1962
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Waking up begins with saying
''am'' and ''now''.
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Jennifer, I'm not gonna tell you again.
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For the past eight months waking
up has actually hurt.
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The cold realization that
I'm still here slowly sets in.
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I was never teribly fond of waking up.
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I was never one to jump out of bed and
greet the day with a smile like Jim was.
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I used to want to punch him sometimes
in the morning he was so happy.
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I always used to tell him that only fools
greet the day with a smile...
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...that only fools possibly
escape the simple truth.
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That now isn't simply now.
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It's a cold reminder.
One day later than yesterday.
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One year later than last year.
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And that sooner or later it will come.
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He used to laugh at me and then
give me kiss on the cheek.
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It takes time in the morning
for me to become George.
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The time to adjust to what is expected
of George and how he is to behave.
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By the time I have dressed and
put the final layer of polish...
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...on the now slightly stiff
but quite perfect George...
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...I know fully what part
I'm supposed to play
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Looking in the mirror staring back at me
isn't so much as a face...
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...as the expression of a predicament.
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Just get through the goddamn day.
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A bit melodramatic, I guess.
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But then again...
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...my heart has been broken.
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I feel as if I am sinking, drowning...
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...can't breathe.
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Aren't you going to say something?
Are you kidding? It's spectacular.
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What are you doing?
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Just stop it.
Stop it.
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I don't think that you're quite
ready for life in a glass house.
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Drapes, old man.
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You're the one who is always saying
that we are invisible.
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That's not exactly what I meant.
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For the first time in my life
I can't see my future.
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Every day goes by in a haze.
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But today I have decided
will be different.
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Finally. You know it's been
raining here all day.
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I've been trapped in this house
waiting for you to call.
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I'm sorry, I must have the wrong number.
I'm calling for Mr. George Falconer.
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I'm sorry, I was expecting someone else.
Yes sir, you have indeed called the...
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...correct number. How may I help you?
- This is Harold Ackerley.
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I'm Jim's cousin.
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Of course.
Yes, good evening Mr. Ackerley.
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I'm afraid I'm calling with
some bad news.
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There has been a car accident.
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An accident?
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There has been a lot of snow here
lately and the roads have been icy.
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On his way into town,
Jim lost control of his car.
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It was instantaneous apparently.
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It happened late yesterday, but his
parents didn?’t want to call you.
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I see.
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In fact, they don't that
I'm calling you now.
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But I thought that you should know.
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Thank you.
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I know this must be quite a shock.
It was for all of us.
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Yes, indeed.
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- Will there be a service?
- The day after tomorrow.
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Well, I suppose I should
get off the phone...
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...and book a plane flight.
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The service is just for family.
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For family, of course.
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Well, thank you for calling.
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- Mr. Ackerley?
- Yes?
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- May I ask what happened to the dogs?
- Dogs?
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There was a dog with him but he died.
Was there another one?
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Yes, there was a small female.
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I don't know, I'm sorry.
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I haven't heard anyone
mentioning another dog.
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- Well, thank you for calling Mr. Ackerley.
- Goodbye, Mr. Falconer.
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Hello, Charley.
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How did you know it was me?
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Charlotte, nobody else calls me
before eight in the morning.
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I didn't call too early, did I?
You sound grumpy.
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No, I have a headache.
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Listen, I was going to call you actually.
Is too late to change my mind about tonight.
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No, of course not.
I haven't seen you all week.
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- I'm dying for a dose of you.
- I know, I'm sorry.
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So great, I'll see you tonight.
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I have to run.
I'm late for the work.
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I'll call you later from school.
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Alright, I see you then.
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- Bye, kiddo.
- Bye, old man.
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Good morning, Mr. George.
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Sir, you don't look so good today.
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Good morning, Alva.
No, I didn't sleep very well.
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You forgot to take the bread
out of the freezer this morning.
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It stays fresh that way.
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It was a little too fresh this morning.
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There are some papers
laid out on my desk...
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...which need to stay there.
Please don't move them.
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- I'm afraid my pen leaked all over the bed.
- It's okay, sir.
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- Alva?
- Yes, sir?
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Thank you, you're a wonderful.
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<i>This government, as promised,
has maintained the closest surveillance...</i>
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<i>...of the Soviet military buildup
on the Island of Cuba.</i>
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<i>Within the past week unmistakable evidence...</i>
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<i>...has established the fact...</i>
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- Professor Falconer?
- Yes?
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There was a student here this
morning asking for your address.
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My address?
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- Did you give it to him?
- Yes, sir.
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I did.
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I hope that's okay.
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I realize that I probably shouldn't
have but he was very nice.
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Before I knew it he...
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Your hair looks great up like that.
I really fits suits you.
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You always look so beautiful...
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...really fresh...
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You have such a lovely smile.
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- Arp??ge?
- Sir?
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Really beautiful.
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<i>...that a series of offensive missile sites...</i>
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- Good morning, Don.
- Good morning, George.
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Good morning, George.
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Good morning, Grant.
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You look awful.
What have you been doing?
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Look around you, Grant.
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Most of these students aspire to
nothing more than corporate job...
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...and a desire to raise coke-drinking,
TV-watching children...
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...who as soon as they can
speak start chanting TV jingles...
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...and smashing things with hammers.
- You're really scaring me today, George.
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Don't tell me. You have
easy time with these students.
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I found them staring at me
in a kind of bovine stupor...
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...as if I were lecturing in
a foreign language.
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Remind me why we shouldn't
all just be annihilated.
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You seem to think this is all a joke.
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We're living in a world where
nuclear war is a real threat.
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I don't understand how
that doesn't concern you.
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You're serious, aren't you?
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Yes, I'm serious.
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George did you even read the article
I gave you on bomb shelters?
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Our is almost done. We had 3
contractors work on it...
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...so none of them know what we've got.
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I'm having the outside of it landscaped
so no one will that it's there.
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Really?
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If word gets out that
you've got a better shelter...
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...then everyone will try to get in
when something happens.
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So?
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There will be no time for sentiment
when the Russians fire a missile at us.
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If it's going to be a world with
no time for sentiment Grant...
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...the it's not a world
that I want to live in.
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After Many a Summer Dies the Swan.
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I think you've all...
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...read the Huxley novel I assigned
more than three weeks ago?
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How does the title relate to our story?
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- Yes, Mr. Mong.
- It doesn't.
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It's about a rich guy who's too
afraid that he's too old for this girl...
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...and thinks that a young guy...
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Russ.
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Russ?
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Yes, Mr. Hirsch.
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Sir, on page 79, Mr. Propter says that...
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...the stupidest text in the Bible is
?“they hated me without a cause.?”
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Does that mean the Nazis were
right to hate the Jews?
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- Is Huxley an anti-Semite?
- No.
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No, Mr. Huxley is not an anti-Semite.
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Of course, the Nazis were
wrong to hate the Jews.
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But their hating the Jews
was not without a cause.
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It's just that the cause wasn't real.
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The cause was imagined.
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The cause was fear.
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Let's leave the Jews out o
this just for a moment.
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Let's think of another minority.
One that...
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One that can go unnoticed if it needs to.
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There are all sorts of minorities,
blondes for example...
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...or people with freckles.
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But a minority is only
thought of as one...
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...when it constitutes some kind of
threat to the majority.
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A real threat or an imagined one.
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And therein lies the fear.
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If the minority is somehow invisible...
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...and the fear is much greater.
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That fear is why the
minority is persecuted.
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So, you see there always is a cause.
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The cause is fear.
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Minorities are just people.
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People like us.
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I can see that I've lost you a bit.
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So tell you what? We're gonna
forget about Mr. Huxley today...
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...and we're gonna talk about fear.
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Fear, after all, is our real enemy.
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Fear is taking over our world.
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Fear is being used as a tool of
manipulation in our society.
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It's how politicians peddle policy.
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It's how Madison Avenue sells us
things that we don't need.
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Think about it.
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Fear of being attacked.
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Fear of that there are communists
lurking around every corner.
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Fear of that some little
Caribbean country...
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...that doesn't believe in our way
of life poses a threat to us.
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Fear that black culture
may take over the world.
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Fear of Elvis Presley's hips.
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Actually, maybe that one is a real fear.
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Fear that our bad breath
might ruin our friendships.
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Fear of growing old and being alone.
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The of that we're useless and that
no one cares what we have to say.
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Have a good weekend.
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Sir! May I talk to you for a minute?
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Why don't you always
talk to us like that?
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I don't think it went over very well.
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Man, fear of things gets
to me all the time.
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But you can't talk about it with
anyone or you just sound like a fool.
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- You can't even talk about it with Lois?
- I don't think she's afraid of anything.
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Everyone's afraid of something, Kenny.
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What are you afraid of, sir?
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Cars.
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How can you live in Los Angeles
and be afraid of cars?
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Maybe you can't.
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Sometimes my fear of things
can almost paralyze me.
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It's like I get really panic stricken and
I feel like I might explode or something.
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- May I ask you a personal question, sir?
- If you like.
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Do you ever get high?
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- How old do I look to you?
- Have you ever taken any drugs?
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Of course, Kenny.
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Like what?
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I don't feel I should be discussing this
with you on campus Mr. Potter.
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It's the only way I get by sometimes.
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- Have you ever tried mescaline?
- Not my drug of choice.
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I shaved off one of my eyebrows once
on mescaline. Not a good look for me.
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- Sir?
- I looked in the mirror.
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Big mistake if you're high on mescaline.
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I decided that my eyebrows
were taking over my face.
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Before I knew it, I had shaved one off.
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I wore a band-aid over my eye for about
six weeks while my brow grew back.
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Very embarrassing.
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- You didn't take it again after that?
- Kenny, have you been listening to me?
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I shaved off my eyebrow.
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I wanted an experience Mr. Potter,
not a career on stage.
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If you ever want to get high sir,
I usually have some dope.
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You're really mad aren't you?
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I'm sorry, sir. I guess you don't feel
very comfortable talking like this.
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What makes you say that?
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Lois thinks you're kind of cagey.
Like this morning...
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...when you were listening to all that
crap we were talking about Huxley.
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Well, not all of you.
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I didn't notice you open
your mouth once.
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I was watching you.
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00:28:13,330 --> 00:28:18,050
You let us ramble on and on
and then you straighten us out.
242
00:28:18,130 --> 00:28:21,470
But you never really tell us
everything you know about something.
243
00:28:22,430 --> 00:28:25,790
Well, maybe that's true up to a point.
244
00:28:27,180 --> 00:28:28,970
It's not that I want to be cagey.
245
00:28:29,980 --> 00:28:34,220
It's just that I can't really discuss
things completely openly...
246
00:28:34,310 --> 00:28:35,600
...at school.
247
00:28:35,690 --> 00:28:37,820
Someone would misunderstand.
248
00:28:39,570 --> 00:28:42,690
I tried that today.
It didn't really work out.
249
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:51,530
What was it you wanted to get, sir?
250
00:28:51,620 --> 00:28:53,950
Nothing. I was on my way
to the dean's office.
251
00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:56,710
You mean you walked all the way
down here just to talk to me?
252
00:28:56,790 --> 00:28:58,700
- Why not?
- Well...
253
00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:01,910
I think you deserve
something for that, sir.
254
00:29:02,010 --> 00:29:03,040
Here sir, take your pick.
255
00:29:04,970 --> 00:29:07,100
- It's on me.
- Thank you.
256
00:29:10,770 --> 00:29:12,390
I thought you'd probably pick blue.
257
00:29:13,390 --> 00:29:16,480
- Why blue?
- Isn't blue supposed to be spiritual?
258
00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:18,270
What makes you think I'm spiritual?
259
00:29:21,820 --> 00:29:23,230
And you? Red?
260
00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:27,860
- What is red stand for?
- A lot of things.
261
00:29:27,950 --> 00:29:29,940
Rage, lust.
262
00:29:31,540 --> 00:29:32,620
No kidding?
263
00:29:38,420 --> 00:29:39,790
Well sir, I...
264
00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:41,370
I guess I see you around.
265
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:04,910
Hello?
266
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:06,740
What are you up to, kiddo?
267
00:31:06,840 --> 00:31:10,590
Just trying to finish up a book.
How's your day going?
268
00:31:10,670 --> 00:31:11,840
Fine.
269
00:31:11,930 --> 00:31:15,640
I was just leaving school and wanted to
know if you needed anything for tonight.
270
00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:17,930
Thanks, you're sweet.
271
00:31:18,020 --> 00:31:20,230
But I think I'm all set.
272
00:31:21,270 --> 00:31:22,760
Be a darling and...
273
00:31:22,850 --> 00:31:28,010
...pick up gin for me, Tangueray.
I love the color of the bottle.
274
00:31:28,900 --> 00:31:31,680
You love what's in it.
What time do you want me?
275
00:31:32,900 --> 00:31:35,310
7 would be great if that's ok with you.
276
00:31:35,410 --> 00:31:38,190
Perfect. I'll see you then.
277
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:40,280
I'll see you then.
Bye, Geo.
278
00:31:40,370 --> 00:31:41,540
Bye, kiddo.
279
00:32:04,140 --> 00:32:06,140
Beautiful.
280
00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:03,660
- Yes, Mr. Potter?
- Are you going somewhere, sir?
281
00:33:03,740 --> 00:33:06,700
That is usually why people
get into their cars.
282
00:33:06,790 --> 00:33:08,990
No, I mean are you going on
vacation or something?
283
00:33:09,030 --> 00:33:11,320
- What?
- I saw you cleaning out your office.
284
00:33:16,510 --> 00:33:19,460
What exactly is it that you want, Kenny?
285
00:33:21,260 --> 00:33:24,800
I was just hoping that perhaps we could get
together for a drink or something sometime.
286
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:27,300
Why is that?
287
00:33:28,730 --> 00:33:30,060
I don't know, sir.
288
00:33:30,900 --> 00:33:32,860
Because I think you might like it.
And...
289
00:33:34,650 --> 00:33:36,310
...because you seem as though
you could use a friend.
290
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:38,950
- Oh really?
- Yes, sir. You do.
291
00:33:43,700 --> 00:33:45,580
They may be right.
292
00:33:47,120 --> 00:33:49,750
It will have to be another time.
I'm late.
293
00:33:51,250 --> 00:33:52,630
But thank you for the invitation.
294
00:33:53,830 --> 00:33:56,130
And thank you for the talk earlier.
295
00:33:57,590 --> 00:33:59,660
And stay away from the mescaline.
296
00:34:32,160 --> 00:34:33,620
Hello, Mr. Falconer.
297
00:34:33,710 --> 00:34:36,080
- Hello. How are you today?
- I'm fine, sir.
298
00:34:36,170 --> 00:34:38,710
- Do you need to get into your box?
- Yes, I do.
299
00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,130
Follow me.
300
00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:50,020
Here you are, sir.
301
00:34:52,310 --> 00:34:54,270
If you could please sign here...
302
00:35:03,030 --> 00:35:04,360
- Thank you.
- Thank you.
303
00:36:12,100 --> 00:36:14,590
So explain your friend Charlotte to me.
304
00:36:15,930 --> 00:36:17,890
What would you like to know?
305
00:36:17,980 --> 00:36:20,520
I don't know.
You seem very intimate I guess.
306
00:36:21,850 --> 00:36:24,770
Like you were once
together or something.
307
00:36:25,900 --> 00:36:28,110
- You haven't slept with her, have you?
- Yes.
308
00:36:30,910 --> 00:36:32,020
And?
309
00:36:33,410 --> 00:36:35,570
A few times when we were young.
310
00:36:35,610 --> 00:36:37,590
I wouldn't say that it
meant nothing to me...
311
00:36:37,630 --> 00:36:40,290
...but it certainly meant
a great deal more to Charley.
312
00:36:40,370 --> 00:36:42,530
It was a long time ago in London.
313
00:36:44,340 --> 00:36:46,410
I love Charley.
314
00:36:46,500 --> 00:36:49,510
- And We were very close friends
but that's all. - Well, I'm confused.
315
00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:52,880
If you sleep with women
then why are you with me?
316
00:36:52,970 --> 00:36:55,040
Because I fall in love with men.
317
00:36:55,140 --> 00:36:57,210
Because I fell in love with you.
318
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:01,810
Anyway, doesn't everyone sleep with
women when they're young?
319
00:37:01,890 --> 00:37:04,440
- I haven't.
- You're joking.
320
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:06,760
No, I'm not.
321
00:37:06,860 --> 00:37:08,720
It was just never anything
that interested me.
322
00:37:08,750 --> 00:37:11,690
Well, you're awfully
modern aren't you?
323
00:37:11,700 --> 00:37:14,780
You know, I think that was the first
thing that I noticed about you...
324
00:37:15,990 --> 00:37:18,200
...was how sure of yourself you were.
325
00:37:20,790 --> 00:37:23,740
How can you be so sure about
everything at your age?
326
00:37:24,880 --> 00:37:26,750
You think I'm sure of myself?
327
00:37:27,340 --> 00:37:28,880
Of course, you are.
328
00:37:51,030 --> 00:37:52,680
I'm finished now.
Thank you.
329
00:37:58,530 --> 00:38:00,270
Yes, Mr. Falconer?
330
00:38:01,490 --> 00:38:03,200
Is there something else we
can help you with today?
331
00:38:03,290 --> 00:38:06,740
I can't find my check book
and I need some cash.
332
00:38:06,830 --> 00:38:09,160
Not my day I'm afraid.
Excuse me a minute.
333
00:39:02,930 --> 00:39:07,480
Mommy says bushy eyebrows are pedestrian,
but I think yours are pretty.
334
00:39:08,850 --> 00:39:10,810
I think yours are pretty too.
335
00:39:10,900 --> 00:39:14,970
Why do you look so sad?
Would you like to meet Charlton Heston?
336
00:39:16,650 --> 00:39:18,030
Ben Hur.
337
00:39:20,740 --> 00:39:22,810
He's our scorpion.
338
00:39:22,910 --> 00:39:27,070
Every night we throw in something
new to him and watch him kill it.
339
00:39:27,160 --> 00:39:31,490
Daddy says it's like the colosseum. So my
brother Tom put on all the columns in here.
340
00:39:31,580 --> 00:39:33,290
He wants to be a set designer.
341
00:39:34,290 --> 00:39:36,060
He hasn't eaten the spider yet...
342
00:39:36,100 --> 00:39:38,940
...cause he's still full from
the moth we gave him last night.
343
00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:42,830
Daddy says he wants to throw
you in to the colosseum.
344
00:39:42,930 --> 00:39:45,140
No kidding?
Why?
345
00:39:45,220 --> 00:39:48,170
He says you're light in your loafers...
346
00:39:48,270 --> 00:39:50,310
...but you aren't even wearing loafers.
347
00:39:50,390 --> 00:39:52,520
I think my brother Tom is
light in his loafers too...
348
00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:55,010
...but he wears Keds.
349
00:39:56,770 --> 00:40:01,150
He made me do a hair conditioning
treatment on my hair with eggs.
350
00:40:01,860 --> 00:40:03,740
Does it look shiny?
351
00:40:03,820 --> 00:40:06,200
Sweetheart, what are you doing
bothering Mr. Falconer?
352
00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:08,950
She's not bothering me at all Susan.
How are you?
353
00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:11,500
I'm glad to see you George.
354
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:15,310
George, we're having a few people
over tonight for drinks...
355
00:40:15,340 --> 00:40:17,170
...and would love to have you
join us if you could.
356
00:40:17,250 --> 00:40:22,130
- Thank you. That's very kind of you but I
have plans. - Another time then.
357
00:40:22,220 --> 00:40:24,790
Jennifer, let's let Mr. Falconer get
back to his banking.
358
00:40:24,890 --> 00:40:26,170
Goodbye, George.
359
00:40:26,260 --> 00:40:28,140
Bye, Susan.
Bye, Jennifer.
360
00:40:37,730 --> 00:40:41,570
- May I help you, sir? - I'd like to buy
some bullets for this gun, please.
361
00:40:41,650 --> 00:40:45,490
Yes, sir.
This is a really old gun, sir.
362
00:40:45,570 --> 00:40:47,900
We have a two for one sale on
handguns at the moment.
363
00:40:47,990 --> 00:40:52,230
- Perhaps one for the little lady?
- No thank you. Just the bullets, please.
364
00:40:54,210 --> 00:40:57,040
- Here you go. Anything else?
- No, thank you.
365
00:40:57,120 --> 00:40:59,170
That would be $2.29, sir.
366
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:03,510
Thank you.
367
00:41:41,330 --> 00:41:44,340
I'm sorry. I hope she
didn't growl at you.
368
00:41:44,420 --> 00:41:46,630
She goes a little crazy sometimes when
I have to leave her in the car.
369
00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:48,540
She's perfect.
What's her name?
370
00:41:48,630 --> 00:41:50,460
India.
371
00:41:50,550 --> 00:41:52,130
Let's go there.
372
00:41:56,810 --> 00:41:59,220
You little baby.
373
00:42:01,940 --> 00:42:06,150
I used to have smooth fox terriers.
You don't see them very often.
374
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:28,790
The very smell of buttered toast.
375
00:42:30,090 --> 00:42:31,500
She's still a puppy isn't she?
376
00:42:37,970 --> 00:42:39,260
Well.
377
00:42:39,350 --> 00:42:41,560
- Have a nice evening.
- You too.
378
00:42:41,640 --> 00:42:43,020
Good night, India.
379
00:42:56,160 --> 00:42:58,650
- I'm sorry about that.
- No, It's ok.
380
00:42:58,740 --> 00:43:03,120
- It's my fault. I'll get you another pack.
- It's ok. Don't worry.
381
00:43:03,210 --> 00:43:05,170
No, no I insist.
382
00:43:10,050 --> 00:43:11,590
Thank you.
383
00:43:11,670 --> 00:43:13,410
I'm sorry about the broken glass.
384
00:43:14,180 --> 00:43:15,970
- Here you go.
- Thanks man.
385
00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:19,220
You want one?
386
00:43:20,010 --> 00:43:22,010
No, thanks.
387
00:43:23,100 --> 00:43:24,890
Actually, yes.
Why not?
388
00:43:25,560 --> 00:43:26,760
Thank you.
389
00:43:58,430 --> 00:44:00,220
- Carlos.
- What did you say?
390
00:44:00,300 --> 00:44:02,800
Carlos. You asked me my name.
391
00:44:02,890 --> 00:44:04,850
Are you okay?
392
00:44:04,930 --> 00:44:06,670
Yeah.
393
00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:09,100
Yeah, I'm sorry.
394
00:44:13,490 --> 00:44:15,000
You're really something.
395
00:44:15,440 --> 00:44:17,700
You have an incredible face.
396
00:44:18,010 --> 00:44:20,630
Enjoy that. It's a great gift.
397
00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:22,120
Your Spanish is perfect.
398
00:44:22,240 --> 00:44:23,580
Thank you.
399
00:44:27,130 --> 00:44:29,360
I should have used it more.
400
00:44:29,860 --> 00:44:30,910
Well...
401
00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:33,020
It's not too late.
402
00:45:00,150 --> 00:45:01,440
What are you doing?
403
00:45:02,410 --> 00:45:04,820
Aren't we going somewhere?
404
00:45:04,910 --> 00:45:07,750
No. But, thanks.
405
00:45:13,340 --> 00:45:16,550
You know, it's the smog that
makes it that color.
406
00:45:16,590 --> 00:45:18,760
I've never seen a sky like this before.
407
00:45:20,210 --> 00:45:23,950
Sometimes awful things have
their own kind of beauty.
408
00:45:28,930 --> 00:45:30,420
Could I have another cigarette?
409
00:45:30,520 --> 00:45:32,090
Sure.
410
00:46:00,340 --> 00:46:03,170
- Are sure that you don't want to go
for a drive? - I'm sure.
411
00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:08,590
- Where are you from?
- Madrid.
412
00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:11,390
Madrid?
How did you get here?
413
00:46:11,470 --> 00:46:13,300
It's a long story.
414
00:46:13,390 --> 00:46:16,480
I met a guy from LA at the
hotel where I worked...
415
00:46:16,560 --> 00:46:20,070
...who told me I could live with him
and that he could get me an agent.
416
00:46:20,150 --> 00:46:22,820
But he never realized that
I have a Spanish accent.
417
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:27,770
I like your accent.
You speak very well.
418
00:46:29,030 --> 00:46:34,080
- How did you learn English? - My mom had
an American boyfriend when I was little.
419
00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:36,320
Is your mother in Madrid?
420
00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:38,880
Yes, she is.
She cuts hair.
421
00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:42,300
She cut my hair before I left.
Do you like it?
422
00:46:44,130 --> 00:46:47,470
- I thought it made me look like James Dean.
- You are better than James Dean.
423
00:46:47,550 --> 00:46:49,010
Really?
424
00:46:49,090 --> 00:46:50,670
Thanks.
425
00:46:54,850 --> 00:46:57,720
No one has ever picked me up
and not wanted something.
426
00:46:57,810 --> 00:46:59,470
I think you picked me up.
427
00:47:01,520 --> 00:47:03,320
This is kind of a serious day for me.
428
00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:07,780
Come on. What could be
so serious for a guy like you?
429
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:13,230
I'm just trying to get over
an old love I guess.
430
00:47:14,910 --> 00:47:18,330
My mother says that
lovers are like buses.
431
00:47:18,420 --> 00:47:21,170
You just have to wait a little while
and another one comes along.
432
00:47:27,840 --> 00:47:29,580
I have to go.
433
00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:32,180
You're a nice guy.
434
00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:34,170
I hope you find...
435
00:47:34,370 --> 00:47:36,120
...someone like you.
436
00:47:36,140 --> 00:47:37,970
Thanks.
437
00:47:38,060 --> 00:47:40,470
I'm going away.
438
00:48:37,580 --> 00:48:40,040
It's your turn to change it.
439
00:48:40,120 --> 00:48:42,750
Yeah, I'm not changing it.
It's your turn.
440
00:48:42,830 --> 00:48:45,240
Besides, you never like
what I put on anyway.
441
00:48:45,330 --> 00:48:48,250
I'll give you five dollars if you
change it. I'm too old to get up.
442
00:48:48,340 --> 00:48:50,330
You're only old when it's
convenient for you to be old.
443
00:48:50,420 --> 00:48:53,170
What are you reading anyway?
444
00:48:53,260 --> 00:48:55,670
Oh God. Not that depressing crap again.
445
00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:57,390
It's for my class.
446
00:48:58,930 --> 00:49:01,060
What highbrow work of fiction
might you be reading?
447
00:49:03,810 --> 00:49:05,940
Don't be so smug.
448
00:49:09,570 --> 00:49:11,190
Man, what a life he has.
449
00:49:12,320 --> 00:49:14,360
- Don't you just envy him?
- Why?
450
00:49:14,450 --> 00:49:16,490
Because he can sniff
anyone's arse he wants?
451
00:49:17,950 --> 00:49:19,770
Nice.
452
00:49:19,870 --> 00:49:23,820
No, because he just does what he wants.
Like yesterday...
453
00:49:23,910 --> 00:49:26,920
...I was standing in the front yard
and Susan came over to talk.
454
00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:29,460
And that little brat of hers
Christopher came...
455
00:49:29,500 --> 00:49:31,660
...running over waving that
damned gun of his around.
456
00:49:31,750 --> 00:49:35,880
And our little dog walked
right up, hiked his leg...
457
00:49:35,970 --> 00:49:38,510
...and peed all over Christopher's
new tennis shoes.
458
00:49:38,590 --> 00:49:41,220
All over Christopher actually.
459
00:49:41,310 --> 00:49:43,800
And of course, I had
to act like I was upset
460
00:49:43,890 --> 00:49:46,930
It was so perfectly executed
you should have seen it.
461
00:49:47,020 --> 00:49:49,800
After all the times those kids
have tortured that poor dog.
462
00:49:51,150 --> 00:49:53,360
I mean, you should take a
lesson from him. They don't...
463
00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:56,110
They don't stay up all night worrying.
464
00:49:56,200 --> 00:49:59,900
They figured out how to get the two
of us to do exactly what they want.
465
00:49:59,990 --> 00:50:04,740
They are basically very sophisticated
little parasites when you think about it.
466
00:50:04,780 --> 00:50:08,580
Well, the dumbest creatures are the
happiest. Just look at your mother.
467
00:50:11,670 --> 00:50:13,710
He's really just living the moment.
468
00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:17,510
It's like now.
469
00:50:17,590 --> 00:50:20,220
What could be better than
being tucked up here with you?
470
00:50:24,100 --> 00:50:27,600
If I died right now it would be OK.
471
00:50:29,690 --> 00:50:34,820
Well, it wouldn't be OK with me so why don't
you shut up and go change the record.
472
00:50:36,690 --> 00:50:38,900
Good answer.
473
00:50:39,760 --> 00:50:41,160
You know what? I was thinking
about taking them up...
474
00:50:41,200 --> 00:50:44,160
...to Denver with me next week
if it's okay with you.
475
00:50:44,370 --> 00:50:45,780
It's my mom.
She loves them.
476
00:50:45,870 --> 00:50:49,290
Probably that recognition
of a similar mind.
477
00:50:52,790 --> 00:50:54,750
You stay there, old man.
478
00:54:39,890 --> 00:54:44,300
No, I did not forget the gin.
I'll see you in ten minutes.
479
00:55:28,650 --> 00:55:31,440
Christopher, would you
like it if I killed you?
480
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:32,620
I don't know.
481
00:55:32,660 --> 00:55:35,240
If you keep this up
we're going to find out.
482
00:55:35,320 --> 00:55:38,410
So, why don't you go home
and stop shooting people?
483
00:56:09,350 --> 00:56:11,150
I'm so happy to see you.
484
00:56:16,440 --> 00:56:18,020
Come on in.
485
00:56:20,780 --> 00:56:23,620
It smells wonderful.
I'm very hungry. Where is Lois?
486
00:56:23,700 --> 00:56:26,370
I gave her the night off.
I'm cooking myself.
487
00:56:26,450 --> 00:56:28,610
- You are?
- Yes, I'm trying something new.
488
00:56:28,710 --> 00:56:31,540
- Charley darling, ''you cooking' is new.
- Don't be smart.
489
00:56:31,630 --> 00:56:34,460
I'm in a good mood tonight.
I'm going to be fun.
490
00:56:34,540 --> 00:56:37,210
I've already made two
New Year's resolutions.
491
00:56:37,300 --> 00:56:40,650
Resolution one: No more talk
that of awful ex-husbands...
492
00:56:40,690 --> 00:56:42,600
..and children who don't give a damn.
493
00:56:42,680 --> 00:56:43,960
- And the other one?
- One what?
494
00:56:44,050 --> 00:56:45,760
Resolution.
495
00:56:45,850 --> 00:56:50,730
Resolution two: More smoking and more
drinking and screw it all! So come on...
496
00:56:50,810 --> 00:56:52,270
...mix me up a drink.
497
00:56:52,350 --> 00:56:54,340
I'll have a gin and tonic, please.
498
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:56,570
- And watch out baby!
- Coming up.
499
00:57:01,400 --> 00:57:05,620
- It was sweet of you to come tonight.
- Sweet had nothing to do with it.
500
00:57:06,580 --> 00:57:10,700
- I needed to see you.
- Come off it.
501
00:57:10,790 --> 00:57:14,070
Whenever you do something sweet
you're too ashamed to admit it.
502
00:57:15,540 --> 00:57:18,300
Here is to our early
New Year's resolutions.
503
00:57:20,510 --> 00:57:22,330
Cheers.
504
00:57:23,760 --> 00:57:25,750
What are your resolutions by the way?
505
00:57:27,390 --> 00:57:32,300
To let go of the past completely,
entirely, and forever.
506
00:57:34,520 --> 00:57:36,150
Light me up, will you?
507
00:57:44,320 --> 00:57:47,100
Darling, you don?’t look well.
508
00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:49,980
Do you remember that little
heart attack you had last year?
509
00:57:50,010 --> 00:57:52,330
- It wasn?’t a heart attack.
- Well whatever it was darling...
510
00:57:52,410 --> 00:57:54,240
...you don?’t look so hot.
511
00:57:54,330 --> 00:57:57,620
I?’m fine.
I never felt better.
512
00:57:57,710 --> 00:58:01,660
- I'm a little tired. I haven't
been sleeping... - Geo, it's normal.
513
00:58:01,750 --> 00:58:03,660
You were with Jim for 16 years.
514
00:58:03,760 --> 00:58:06,470
I think about Richard every day.
515
00:58:06,550 --> 00:58:08,290
It?’s hard being alone.
516
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:12,850
At least you have a job and a life.
517
00:58:14,140 --> 00:58:16,550
Let?’s have a bit of dinner shall we?
518
00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:21,060
Because I?’ve worked so very hard.
519
00:58:22,530 --> 00:58:25,610
- What are you talking about? - Seriously,
there no such thing as old anymore.
520
00:58:25,700 --> 00:58:29,700
The other day one of my students
has called me a senior citizen.
521
00:58:29,780 --> 00:58:31,690
I wouldn't mind if old didn't exist...
522
00:58:31,730 --> 00:58:34,780
...but I'm not sure senior is
what I'm aiming for either.
523
00:58:34,870 --> 00:58:37,410
It's all becoming so bland.
It's not why I came to America.
524
00:58:37,500 --> 00:58:39,790
It's like a complete breakdown
of culture and manners.
525
00:58:39,880 --> 00:58:42,590
The young ones have no manners.
526
00:58:42,670 --> 00:58:46,750
The other day at the car wash
a young man looked me up and down...
527
00:58:46,840 --> 00:58:49,220
...and actually asked me if I
was a natural blonde.
528
00:58:49,300 --> 00:58:51,290
- What did you say?
- I looked him straight in the eye...
529
00:58:51,390 --> 00:58:55,090
...and said: ''Let's just say
if I stood on my head...
530
00:58:55,180 --> 00:58:56,890
...I would be a natural
brunette with lovely breath.?”
531
00:58:56,980 --> 00:58:59,020
- You didn't!
- I did!
532
00:59:00,980 --> 00:59:05,810
And the amusing thing was
that it went right over his head!
533
00:59:05,900 --> 00:59:08,390
You know, you had a mouth on you
even back in London.
534
00:59:08,490 --> 00:59:11,110
Do you remember that old lesbian
who threw her drink over your head...
535
00:59:11,200 --> 00:59:13,910
...because you asked her if
she was hung like a donut.
536
00:59:24,250 --> 00:59:25,880
Geo.
537
00:59:25,960 --> 00:59:28,450
We could always go back to London.
The two of us.
538
00:59:28,550 --> 00:59:32,130
- No, thanks.
- You know you miss it.
539
00:59:32,220 --> 00:59:33,170
I miss it sometimes.
540
00:59:34,550 --> 00:59:36,630
Maybe if Jim had lived.
541
00:59:36,720 --> 00:59:39,640
He loved being in England. He asked us
to stay the last time we were there.
542
00:59:39,730 --> 00:59:42,220
Do you really think you
would have moved?
543
00:59:44,150 --> 00:59:47,070
I don't know. It's silly to even talk
about it. It was only a fantasy.
544
00:59:55,410 --> 00:59:57,150
What's this?
545
00:59:57,240 --> 00:59:59,370
It's my mother's wedding ring.
546
01:00:00,250 --> 01:00:02,570
I found it a drawer
when I was cleaning out.
547
01:00:09,550 --> 01:00:12,300
Charley my dear, you and I are
both in need of another drink.
548
01:01:44,140 --> 01:01:46,100
Wait!
Wait, wait!
549
01:01:55,650 --> 01:01:57,640
I love this!
550
01:01:57,740 --> 01:02:00,110
- You're insane!
- Come on, old man!
551
01:03:19,860 --> 01:03:21,430
Don't move.
552
01:03:30,040 --> 01:03:31,610
Thank you.
553
01:03:41,380 --> 01:03:45,510
- Very smooth cigarette move.
- I've always wanted to do that.
554
01:03:47,180 --> 01:03:48,460
You don't even smoke.
555
01:03:48,550 --> 01:03:51,100
Well, not for the last
sixteen years. Jim hated it.
556
01:03:52,100 --> 01:03:54,970
What's to stop me now?
It's not as if he's gonna to kill me.
557
01:04:01,270 --> 01:04:04,940
This is so nice, lying here with you.
558
01:04:07,030 --> 01:04:08,720
Don't you ever miss this?
559
01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:11,960
What we could have been to each other?
560
01:04:12,530 --> 01:04:15,370
Having a real relationship and kids?
561
01:04:18,670 --> 01:04:23,050
- I had Jim.
- I know, but I mean a real relationship.
562
01:04:23,980 --> 01:04:28,090
Geo, let's be honest, what you and Jim
had together was wonderful but...
563
01:04:29,450 --> 01:04:32,220
...wasn't it really just a
substitute for something else?
564
01:04:35,470 --> 01:04:38,310
Is that really what you think
after all of these years?
565
01:04:40,480 --> 01:04:44,890
You think Jim was just some
kind of substitute for real love?
566
01:04:48,700 --> 01:04:52,230
Jim was not a substitute for anything.
567
01:04:53,370 --> 01:04:54,830
Do you understand?
568
01:04:54,910 --> 01:04:57,000
There is no substitute for Jim...
569
01:04:57,040 --> 01:04:58,900
...anywhere!
570
01:04:59,000 --> 01:05:01,800
And by the way, what is so real
about your relationship with Richard?
571
01:05:01,830 --> 01:05:04,780
He left you after nine years!
572
01:05:05,800 --> 01:05:07,980
Jim and I were together
for sixteen years!
573
01:05:08,020 --> 01:05:10,330
And if he hadn't died we
would still be together!
574
01:05:10,430 --> 01:05:11,970
What the hell is not real about that?
575
01:05:12,050 --> 01:05:14,600
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
576
01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:17,310
I know how much the two
of you loved each other.
577
01:05:18,350 --> 01:05:21,970
I suppose I'm just jealous that
you and I never had that kind of love.
578
01:05:25,190 --> 01:05:28,280
Actually, I've never had that
kind of love with anybody.
579
01:05:30,070 --> 01:05:32,450
I don't think Richard ever loved me...
580
01:05:32,940 --> 01:05:34,010
...except for the way I looked.
581
01:05:34,990 --> 01:05:35,970
And Clay...
582
01:05:36,010 --> 01:05:38,230
I don't know. You raise
a child and love it...
583
01:05:38,260 --> 01:05:40,320
...and then when they are
old enough they just leave.
584
01:05:41,260 --> 01:05:43,100
Charley, there is nothing
wrong with your life.
585
01:05:43,210 --> 01:05:46,140
You just like feeling sorry for yourself.
It's one of your great pleasures.
586
01:05:46,170 --> 01:05:48,240
And it's not one of yours?
587
01:05:48,370 --> 01:05:50,310
You're as pathetic as I am.
588
01:05:50,350 --> 01:05:53,310
Feeling sorry for myself is definitely
not one of my great pleasures.
589
01:05:53,350 --> 01:05:56,560
Well, it's not one of mine either. I don't
like feeling sorry for myself one bit.
590
01:05:56,590 --> 01:05:58,380
I tried to hold onto
Richard for so long...
591
01:05:58,470 --> 01:06:00,600
...even when it was obvious to
everyone but me that it was over.
592
01:06:00,680 --> 01:06:02,140
And now Clay is grown up.
593
01:06:02,180 --> 01:06:04,690
I mean, what am I doing here Geo?
Tell me, what?
594
01:06:04,770 --> 01:06:07,100
You have plenty of friends.
You'll be fine.
595
01:06:07,190 --> 01:06:09,860
Yes, I have friends.
But none of them need me.
596
01:06:09,890 --> 01:06:13,500
And yes I have you and if you weren't such a
goddamn poof we could have all been happy!
597
01:06:20,160 --> 01:06:22,570
I only have you now
because you lost Jim.
598
01:06:22,660 --> 01:06:25,830
Soon I'll lose you to someone else.
It's not as easy for a woman.
599
01:06:25,920 --> 01:06:27,750
I've done everything the way
I was supposed to and...
600
01:06:27,780 --> 01:06:30,000
...all I have to keep me
company is a bottle of gin.
601
01:06:30,090 --> 01:06:32,210
Maybe you should try
donuts with your gin.
602
01:06:33,670 --> 01:06:35,470
Screw you.
603
01:06:38,140 --> 01:06:40,920
Charlotte, you are dramatic.
604
01:06:41,010 --> 01:06:42,360
I swear you really almost had me.
605
01:06:42,400 --> 01:06:46,350
A tiny tear was beginning to
form in the corner of my eye.
606
01:06:46,440 --> 01:06:48,060
Now stop it.
607
01:06:48,150 --> 01:06:51,150
You are still
breathtakingly beautiful.
608
01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:54,420
When you can be bothered
to get up and out of bed...
609
01:06:54,460 --> 01:06:57,530
...and you stop whimpering about
everything for five minutes.
610
01:06:58,240 --> 01:07:01,190
Go to London.
Change your life.
611
01:07:01,280 --> 01:07:03,740
If you're not happy being a woman
then stop acting like one.
612
01:07:03,830 --> 01:07:05,290
You have all the answers.
613
01:07:06,750 --> 01:07:09,040
No, I don't have any to mention.
614
01:07:09,130 --> 01:07:11,990
If you're so smart why don't you
have something new in your life?
615
01:07:12,090 --> 01:07:13,320
Take that position at Stanford.
616
01:07:13,350 --> 01:07:16,340
You complain about that little school
but you could go anywhere you want.
617
01:07:16,380 --> 01:07:18,830
I think what I've done
has been worthwhile.
618
01:07:18,930 --> 01:07:21,170
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
619
01:07:21,260 --> 01:07:23,420
I shouldn't have said that.
620
01:07:24,390 --> 01:07:26,970
As much as I dread it, I think
I will go back to London.
621
01:07:27,060 --> 01:07:28,970
Why do you dread it?
622
01:07:29,060 --> 01:07:32,600
When I lived in London last I was
young. I was fresh, I was everything.
623
01:07:33,820 --> 01:07:37,600
Coming to America was such a dream,
it was the icing on the cake.
624
01:07:37,700 --> 01:07:40,070
Going home is defeat.
625
01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:42,780
None of it really worked
out the way I'd planned.
626
01:07:42,870 --> 01:07:45,870
Most things don't work out
the way people plan.
627
01:07:47,870 --> 01:07:50,960
You're just living in the past. You need
to start thinking about your future.
628
01:07:51,040 --> 01:07:54,130
Living in the past is my future.
629
01:07:54,960 --> 01:07:57,880
It doesn't have to be yours.
You're a man.
630
01:07:59,220 --> 01:08:01,460
And you're a bore tonight.
631
01:08:02,550 --> 01:08:05,840
Can't we just feel sorry for
ourselves a little bit longer?
632
01:08:05,930 --> 01:08:07,700
Let's have another drink.
633
01:08:07,740 --> 01:08:10,810
- I don't think so. I have to go. Come on.
Walk me out. - Please, please!
634
01:08:10,890 --> 01:08:13,390
- Come on, I have to!
- No, this was such fun! No.
635
01:08:22,700 --> 01:08:24,270
When will I see you again?
636
01:08:26,580 --> 01:08:29,780
- Aren't you going to England?
- I'll never do that!
637
01:08:29,870 --> 01:08:31,830
It's far too much effort.
638
01:08:32,670 --> 01:08:37,740
Besides, I don't think Jim would want me
to leave you here in LA all alone.
639
01:08:38,400 --> 01:08:41,900
Don't worry about me. I'll be fine.
I've got all the answers. Remember?
640
01:08:42,760 --> 01:08:44,640
What are you doing this weekend?
641
01:08:45,930 --> 01:08:48,560
I think I might just be very quiet.
642
01:08:50,390 --> 01:08:53,890
You never really did take me
seriously, did you George?
643
01:08:53,980 --> 01:08:57,100
I tried to Charley. Remember?
A long time ago.
644
01:08:58,860 --> 01:09:00,820
It didn't really work out, did it?
645
01:09:03,110 --> 01:09:04,520
No, Charley.
646
01:09:11,580 --> 01:09:13,120
Sleep tight.
647
01:09:56,830 --> 01:10:00,420
Patrick, a beer and a
packet of Lucky Strike, please.
648
01:10:45,080 --> 01:10:46,510
Excuse me.
649
01:11:01,730 --> 01:11:03,940
It's too hot in there.
650
01:11:04,020 --> 01:11:05,480
Yes, it is.
651
01:11:05,570 --> 01:11:08,230
- Would you like a cigarette?
- No thanks, I don't smoke.
652
01:11:09,860 --> 01:11:13,780
- This place is really crowded.
- Well, it is Saturday night.
653
01:11:14,990 --> 01:11:16,470
It's usually as bad as this.
654
01:11:16,500 --> 01:11:20,580
People normally just stop by and pick
someone up and then head on down the beach.
655
01:11:20,660 --> 01:11:22,650
Yeah. It's pretty wild out there.
656
01:11:22,750 --> 01:11:25,530
I'm surprised the cops
don't break it up.
657
01:11:25,630 --> 01:11:28,170
- Is it always like that?
- Since the war ended.
658
01:11:29,250 --> 01:11:31,750
It's pretty great actually.
It's kind of pagan.
659
01:11:33,260 --> 01:11:35,390
- I'm Jim.
- I'm George.
660
01:11:35,470 --> 01:11:36,550
Pleased to meet you Jim.
661
01:11:36,580 --> 01:11:39,800
I'm sorry, I'm supposed to meet some
friends but I can't find them.
662
01:11:39,890 --> 01:11:44,520
I just needed to get out of the house
but the lure of a cold beer got to me.
663
01:11:45,190 --> 01:11:46,420
Do you live hereby?
664
01:11:46,460 --> 01:11:48,050
Canyon.
665
01:11:48,150 --> 01:11:50,310
- For how long?
- Since 38.
666
01:11:50,400 --> 01:11:52,560
- Where are you from?
- Colorado.
667
01:11:54,070 --> 01:11:57,310
I really like it here.
It's close to beach.
668
01:11:59,120 --> 01:12:01,440
I think I might stay after
I'm discharged.
669
01:12:02,250 --> 01:12:05,200
I don't know, maybe
I'm a bit of a pagan.
670
01:12:09,720 --> 01:12:11,520
- After you.
- No.
671
01:12:17,970 --> 01:12:19,540
Sorry.
672
01:12:27,060 --> 01:12:29,440
- Well, hello.
- Hi.
673
01:12:31,070 --> 01:12:33,220
Do you buy me a drink?
674
01:12:34,990 --> 01:12:36,890
I think I'm taken.
675
01:12:38,280 --> 01:12:41,320
Too bad, too bad.
676
01:12:43,870 --> 01:12:46,330
Do you want another beer?
677
01:13:42,680 --> 01:13:46,970
Patrick, a bottle of scotch and
a pack of Lucky Strikes to go, please?
678
01:13:56,820 --> 01:13:58,470
Patrick, cancel that.
679
01:14:10,200 --> 01:14:12,030
Well, hello Mr. Potter.
680
01:14:12,120 --> 01:14:14,170
Hello, sir.
681
01:14:15,670 --> 01:14:18,160
- What are we drinking?
- Scotch.
682
01:14:19,000 --> 01:14:20,200
Okay.
683
01:14:26,640 --> 01:14:31,300
I come here all the time. I live just
around the corner, but then you knew that.
684
01:14:31,390 --> 01:14:33,190
On Camphor Tree Lane.
685
01:14:39,360 --> 01:14:41,320
You're still carrying that around.
686
01:14:43,360 --> 01:14:45,910
One must always appreciate
life's little gifts.
687
01:14:50,830 --> 01:14:52,160
So, what are you doing here?
688
01:14:52,960 --> 01:14:54,970
- Just out for a ride on my bike.
- Is that all?
689
01:14:56,210 --> 01:14:57,240
I don't know.
690
01:14:57,330 --> 01:14:58,990
Were you looking for me?
691
01:14:59,880 --> 01:15:01,870
Maybe. I don't know.
692
01:15:02,510 --> 01:15:04,410
I feel like my head's
stopped up with stuff.
693
01:15:04,510 --> 01:15:05,700
What kind of stuff?
694
01:15:05,730 --> 01:15:08,180
Like, the stuff you were talking
about today in class.
695
01:15:08,220 --> 01:15:10,000
That is definitely not important.
696
01:15:10,100 --> 01:15:12,590
No, it is important.
Your class is great.
697
01:15:12,680 --> 01:15:17,230
But somehow we always seem
to get stuck talking about the past.
698
01:15:17,310 --> 01:15:18,940
The past just doesn't matter to me.
699
01:15:19,020 --> 01:15:22,860
- The present?
- I can't wait for the present to be over.
700
01:15:22,940 --> 01:15:24,930
It's a total drag.
701
01:15:25,780 --> 01:15:27,990
Well, tonight is the exception.
702
01:15:29,450 --> 01:15:31,360
What?
703
01:15:31,450 --> 01:15:34,450
Tonight, yes!
The present, no!
704
01:15:35,250 --> 01:15:36,580
Let's drink to tonight.
705
01:15:36,660 --> 01:15:38,880
Tonight.
706
01:15:40,750 --> 01:15:42,890
So if the past doesn't matter and
the present is a total drag.
707
01:15:42,920 --> 01:15:44,830
What about the future?
708
01:15:44,920 --> 01:15:48,590
What future?
Cuba might just blow us up.
709
01:15:48,680 --> 01:15:50,310
Death is the future.
710
01:15:50,340 --> 01:15:52,240
I'm sorry.
I don't mean to be depressing.
711
01:15:52,300 --> 01:15:54,540
It's not depressing.
It's not depressing, it's true.
712
01:15:54,580 --> 01:15:57,670
It may not be your immediate future
but it's what we all share.
713
01:15:58,440 --> 01:15:59,840
Death is the future.
714
01:15:59,940 --> 01:16:02,010
You're right, I guess.
715
01:16:02,110 --> 01:16:05,130
If one is not enjoying one's present
there isn't a great deal to...
716
01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:07,190
...suggest that the future
should be any better.
717
01:16:07,890 --> 01:16:09,710
Yeah, I've thought that before.
718
01:16:10,450 --> 01:16:13,730
But the thing is you just never know.
719
01:16:14,620 --> 01:16:15,900
Look at tonight.
720
01:16:20,040 --> 01:16:21,750
Actually...
721
01:16:21,830 --> 01:16:24,330
...I feel really alone most of the time.
722
01:16:24,900 --> 01:16:26,580
- You do?
- Yeah.
723
01:16:27,590 --> 01:16:29,230
I've always felt this way.
724
01:16:29,270 --> 01:16:32,710
I mean we're born alone, we die alone.
725
01:16:32,800 --> 01:16:37,350
And while we're here we are absolutely,
completely sealed in our own bodies.
726
01:16:38,430 --> 01:16:40,090
Really weird.
727
01:16:41,190 --> 01:16:43,860
Kinda freaks me out to think about it.
728
01:16:43,940 --> 01:16:48,850
We can only experience the outside world
through our own slanted perception of it.
729
01:16:50,570 --> 01:16:52,730
Who knows what you're really like?
730
01:16:52,820 --> 01:16:57,200
- I just see what I think you're like.
- I'm exactly what I appear to be.
731
01:16:59,950 --> 01:17:02,330
If you look closely.
732
01:17:08,000 --> 01:17:11,620
You know the only thing that has made
the whole thing worthwhile...
733
01:17:12,680 --> 01:17:14,220
...has been those...
734
01:17:14,930 --> 01:17:19,250
...few times that I've been able to really,
truly connect with another human being.
735
01:17:22,600 --> 01:17:24,510
I had a hunch about you, sir.
736
01:17:24,900 --> 01:17:26,510
- You did?
- Yes, sir.
737
01:17:27,360 --> 01:17:30,110
I had a hunch you might
be a real romantic.
738
01:17:35,530 --> 01:17:38,400
You know, everyone
keeps telling you that...
739
01:17:38,490 --> 01:17:41,290
...when you're older, that you'll
have all this experience.
740
01:17:41,320 --> 01:17:43,060
Like it's some great thing.
741
01:17:43,100 --> 01:17:44,580
That's a load of shit.
742
01:17:45,130 --> 01:17:47,400
I think I've actually just
gotten sillier and sillier.
743
01:17:47,440 --> 01:17:49,670
- Really?
- Absolutely.
744
01:17:49,750 --> 01:17:52,540
So, all your experience is useless.
745
01:17:54,220 --> 01:17:55,870
No, I wouldn't say that.
746
01:17:56,720 --> 01:17:59,850
As our friend Mr. Huxley says:
Experience is not what happens to a man.
747
01:17:59,890 --> 01:18:02,730
It is what a man does
with what happens to him.
748
01:18:04,560 --> 01:18:06,440
- Let's go swimming.
- Okay.
749
01:18:08,150 --> 01:18:10,690
- What?
- It was a test.
750
01:18:10,770 --> 01:18:13,530
I thought you were
bluffing about being silly so...
751
01:18:13,610 --> 01:18:18,520
...I said to myself I'll suggest doing
something completely outrageous.
752
01:18:18,620 --> 01:18:22,990
And if he resists, if he even hesitates
then I know he's full of shit.
753
01:18:25,040 --> 01:18:26,950
Well, I wasn't.
Were you?
754
01:18:28,040 --> 01:18:29,670
Hell, no!
755
01:18:47,520 --> 01:18:49,730
Come on sir.
I'll help you down.
756
01:18:51,610 --> 01:18:53,150
Let's go.
757
01:19:39,240 --> 01:19:41,110
Come on, sir.
758
01:20:14,560 --> 01:20:16,550
Sir?
759
01:20:17,110 --> 01:20:18,820
Sir?
760
01:20:28,700 --> 01:20:31,280
That's enough for now, sir.
761
01:20:31,950 --> 01:20:34,620
- I'm fine.
- I'm cold. Come on.
762
01:20:48,100 --> 01:20:49,840
Can we go back to your place, sir?
763
01:20:49,930 --> 01:20:52,470
Of course.
Where else?
764
01:20:53,680 --> 01:20:55,810
- Where else.
- Are you out of your mind?
765
01:20:55,890 --> 01:20:59,850
- What's the matter?
- You can't get home like that!
766
01:20:59,940 --> 01:21:01,820
We're invisible, don't you know that?
767
01:21:03,860 --> 01:21:06,440
You know sir, they ought not
to let you out on your own.
768
01:21:06,690 --> 01:21:08,610
You're liable to get into real trouble.
769
01:21:08,910 --> 01:21:11,150
I excel at it.
770
01:21:11,240 --> 01:21:13,290
Your forehead is bleeding.
771
01:21:37,180 --> 01:21:40,860
The bathroom is just down the hall
if you would like to take a shower.
772
01:21:40,940 --> 01:21:43,320
Aren't you taking a shower too, sir?
773
01:21:43,400 --> 01:21:46,770
I'm fine. I'm English.
We like to be cold and wet.
774
01:21:46,860 --> 01:21:49,330
First, I think that we need
to take care of that cut, sir.
775
01:21:49,370 --> 01:21:50,880
Do you have any band-aids?
776
01:21:54,870 --> 01:21:58,100
- Going camping, sir?
- I'm fine, really.
777
01:21:59,540 --> 01:22:01,330
Stay there.
I'll be right back.
778
01:22:45,460 --> 01:22:47,120
Sit up.
779
01:22:48,630 --> 01:22:50,510
Tilt your head back.
780
01:23:15,360 --> 01:23:17,920
Well sir, I'm afraid this
time you don't have...
781
01:23:17,960 --> 01:23:20,760
...the excuse of mescaline
to explain your band-aid.
782
01:23:22,540 --> 01:23:25,210
I think we should get you
out of those wet clothes.
783
01:23:27,750 --> 01:23:29,240
Yes, sir.
784
01:25:02,340 --> 01:25:05,460
- You're not too cold?
- I'm great.
785
01:25:05,560 --> 01:25:08,420
- Would you like a drink?
- A beer, sir. If you have one.
786
01:25:08,520 --> 01:25:11,380
I'm afraid that's all we have.
787
01:25:11,480 --> 01:25:13,140
Two beers coming up.
788
01:25:27,450 --> 01:25:30,210
- You live here all by yourself, sir?
- I do now.
789
01:25:30,290 --> 01:25:33,240
I used to share this place with
a friend. He was an architect.
790
01:25:33,330 --> 01:25:37,220
Man, guys my age dream about the
kind of setup you've got here.
791
01:25:37,260 --> 01:25:40,050
I mean, what more can you want?
792
01:25:40,130 --> 01:25:43,670
You get to be left alone and
come and go as you please.
793
01:25:45,390 --> 01:25:47,170
Is that's your idea of the perfect life?
794
01:25:47,210 --> 01:25:49,260
What's the matter, sir?
Don't you believe me?
795
01:25:49,810 --> 01:25:51,920
If you're so keen on the
idea living by yourself...
796
01:25:51,950 --> 01:25:53,820
...where does Lois fit into this plan?
797
01:25:53,940 --> 01:25:57,120
Lois? What's she got to
do with anything?
798
01:25:57,730 --> 01:25:59,810
I got the impression that you
and she were together.
799
01:26:03,070 --> 01:26:06,410
Not really.
She is kind of cool and...
800
01:26:07,130 --> 01:26:09,030
...we're good friends but...
801
01:26:11,080 --> 01:26:14,030
I think what you really want to
ask me is if we sleep together.
802
01:26:15,420 --> 01:26:17,820
- And do you?
- We did. Once.
803
01:26:17,920 --> 01:26:22,210
- Why only once?
- I didn't say only once, I said once.
804
01:26:23,470 --> 01:26:26,250
Come on, the last thing I want to
talk about right now is Lois.
805
01:26:26,340 --> 01:26:27,830
What time is it?
806
01:26:30,430 --> 01:26:32,560
My watch seems to have stopped.
807
01:26:39,520 --> 01:26:41,100
Do you want me to go?
808
01:26:42,070 --> 01:26:44,640
You must be kidding.
Go, get us another beer.
809
01:26:46,240 --> 01:26:48,110
Is that an order, sir?
810
01:26:49,990 --> 01:26:51,100
You're damn right it is.
811
01:27:02,920 --> 01:27:04,630
Pathetic.
812
01:27:05,880 --> 01:27:07,930
Did you say something, sir?
813
01:27:12,350 --> 01:27:13,840
Why are you here?
814
01:27:16,020 --> 01:27:21,550
Why did you get to the office and
ask secretary for my address?
815
01:27:23,070 --> 01:27:27,460
I just wanted to see you
someplace other than school.
816
01:27:28,610 --> 01:27:30,350
Why?
817
01:27:33,490 --> 01:27:37,440
Sometimes I think I'm crazy cause I see
things so differently than everyone else.
818
01:27:38,740 --> 01:27:40,490
I feel like I can talk to you.
819
01:27:41,920 --> 01:27:44,960
To be honest sir, I was also
worried about you today.
820
01:27:49,930 --> 01:27:51,420
Me?
821
01:27:51,510 --> 01:27:54,290
What's to be worried about?
822
01:27:55,060 --> 01:27:56,600
I'm fine.
823
01:28:05,650 --> 01:28:07,220
I'm...
824
01:28:08,440 --> 01:28:09,990
I'm fine.
825
01:30:53,840 --> 01:30:58,380
<i>A few times in my life I've had
moments of absolute clarity.</i>
826
01:31:01,200 --> 01:31:03,330
<i>When for a few brief seconds...</i>
827
01:31:04,200 --> 01:31:06,470
<i>...the silence drowns out the noise...</i>
828
01:31:06,510 --> 01:31:09,890
<i>...and I can feel rather than think.</i>
829
01:31:10,750 --> 01:31:12,910
<i>And things seem so sharp...</i>
830
01:31:13,880 --> 01:31:15,950
<i>And the world seems so fresh...</i>
831
01:31:17,590 --> 01:31:20,840
<i>...as though it had all
just come into existence.</i>
832
01:31:40,900 --> 01:31:43,060
<i>I can never make these moments last.</i>
833
01:31:44,140 --> 01:31:45,510
<i>I cling to them...</i>
834
01:31:45,550 --> 01:31:47,720
<i>...but like everything they fade.</i>
835
01:31:49,790 --> 01:31:52,030
<i>I've lived my live on these moments.</i>
836
01:31:53,500 --> 01:31:55,290
<i>They pull me back to the present...</i>
837
01:31:57,500 --> 01:32:02,340
<i>...and I realize that everything is
exactly the way it was meant to be.</i>
838
01:34:22,310 --> 01:34:25,680
<i>And just like that it came.</i>
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