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Swannie.
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Come over here.
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Come to me.
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Nice, Swan.
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Come on.
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Come to me, Mr. Swan.
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You'll frighten it!
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Help!
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Help!
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Go get my parents.
Go!
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I've killed him.
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I've killed him.
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I kill...
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ohh.
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Ohh.
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Nathan!
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Oh Jesus.
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- Where's Claire?
- Call 911!
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- I don't know what happened!
- Where is she?
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- He came out of nowhere!
- Nathan...
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Do you think he can hear me?
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Where's Claire?
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Where is she?
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I'll look for her later!
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I was dead.
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I mean,
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I was really dead.
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Really.
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<i>Tell me about it.</i>
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<i>What's it like to be dead?</i>
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I'd got loose.
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It were as if I was
getting out of my body.
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My body was staying here,
and I...
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I was flying.
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<i>You were floating?</i>
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Yes.
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I heard that dog,
and a woman screaming.
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They were around me,
panicking and...
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then I heard that noise.
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It was like a whistle.
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A very, very loud whistle.
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I saw... a light.
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<i>A light?</i>
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Yes.
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It was alive.
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It was alive
as if it were waiting for me.
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I was in the light.
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I felt good.
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- Didn't you want to come back?
- No.
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<i>But you did come back.</i>
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Yes.
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<i>Why did you come back?</i>
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I just did.
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<i>Something made you come back.</i>
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Is there something you're holding back?
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Yes.
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Hey, would you like
to hear about Jesus Christ?
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Here you go.
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Would you like to hear
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Excuse me, would you like to hear
about Jesus Christ today?
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Like to hear about Jesus Christ?
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- Okay.
- Thank you very much, sir.
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Would you like to hear
about Jesus Christ? Have a great day.
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Would you like to hear
about Jesus Christ today?
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<i>But what made him come back?</i>
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Won't you answer?
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Nathan?
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<i>Right turn.</i>
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<i>It doesn't recover.</i>
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<i>We're dropping the...</i>
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<i>Speed, 220 knots.</i>
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<i>Wings lowered.</i>
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<i>Flap up.
Flap up! Flap up!</i>
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<i>Power! Power!</i>
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<i>Oh, shit!</i>
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<i>No!</i>
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Of the 45 passengers on board,
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nine belonged
to the same family.
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All from Haiti.
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So?
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So they're afraid of getting
fucked over by the Warsaw Convention.
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I explained to them
that doesn't exist here,
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but they're scared,
even still.
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They set up a committee.
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I met their spokesman.
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They gave me this.
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What does the NTSB say about this?
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The NTSB isn't getting involved.
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Neither is the FAA.
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They've all washed their
hands of it.
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The airline is registered
in the Virgin Islands,
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the tour operator in the Caymans.
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The crew is from Russia.
They still don't know...
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if the plane crashed in Haiti
or the Dominican Republic.
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Every day it's a different story.
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But the plane was due
to land here in the US?
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Seems like everyone forgot that.
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The FAA isn't going
to go poking its nose in.
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Too much work, too much hassle,
too much everything.
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Nathan?
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I don't like the smell of it.
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If the FAA won't get involved,
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that means a lawsuit like this
could drag on for years.
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That means hundreds
of thousands of dollars.
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And it means we can forget
about the Hague Protocol.
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I don't like it.
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Excuse me,
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since when are we afraid of cases
that drag on for years?
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These people are going
to get fucked over
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on the pretext that no convention...
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It was the same shit in Unterlinguen.
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In Kinshasa too.
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A judge will show up
with his calculator and say what?
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"All right, let's imagine
some two-year-old kid
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"who has lost his mother.
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"We'll say she'd have devoted
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how much of her time
to him, per day?"
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- Michael?
- Three hours, tops.
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That's a good mother.
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Up until the age of 18,
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which gives us three hours
a day, times 365 days,
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times $8 an hour,
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plus the usual interest...
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that totals a little less
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than $100,000 at best.
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- And the plane wasn't even full.
- See?
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How far will that get you?
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You can't even take your mistress
on a weekend trip.
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Nothing.
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All right, fine.
But tomorrow morning,
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these people are going
to be in my office.
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- What do you want me to tell them?
- Send them to me.
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I'll explain everything.
They'll understand, don't worry.
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Anything else?
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Your appointment is here.
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Who is this guy?
Remind me.
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Joseph Kay.
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Heads up a department at St. Louis.
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- I'm not sure what he wants.
- Heads up a department?
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Something like that.
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"Something like that".
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"I'm not sure what he wants".
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What's that supposed to mean?
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Why send him to me?
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- You were recommended.
- By who?
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- Who upstairs?
- Ross.
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I see.
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- Your daughter called.
- Oh, yeah?
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- Your daughter called.
- Oh, yeah?
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She left you messages at home and...
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Yeah, I know.
I forgot.
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She wanted to talk
about the vacation.
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She wanted to know,
was it, "Like the usual?"
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This was my daughter
who called or my wife?
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Your daughter.
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Okay, I'll call her back.
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Yes?
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All that glucose...
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Yes?
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Worries me.
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I can examine you if you want.
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I'm a doctor.
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All right...
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what can I do for you, Dr. Kay?
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You work at St. Louis, right?
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I don't know if I'm the right...
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Nathan, I believe you
have misunderstood me.
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I'm very serious.
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You mustn't take
hypoglycemia lightly.
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In fact, you shouldn't
take any symptom lightly... ever.
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You can't imagine the number
of cells you burn up every day.
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Of course, you'll tell me
you're also manufacturing...
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- I don't want to interrupt...
- But it's not so.
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Neurons can't be replaced.
Some die every day.
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Every day a few more.
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All that glucose you're pumping in
is just cheap energy.
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Very bad for you,
very bad for the neurons.
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Thank you for your concern
about my health, but I'm fine.
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Now why don't you tell me
what you want from me?
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That slight shaking in your hands,
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have you had that a long time?
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It's a morning thing, right?
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When you wake up?
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You work too much.
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Sure.
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Excuse me.
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Oui, mon ange.
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Yes, sweetheart, I know.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Daddy will call you back,
but now I'm...
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wait, hang on.
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Would you excuse me a second?
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Yeah?
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Uh-huh.
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Honey, I can't talk to you now.
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Rachel, check out
that guy for me... now.
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Of course you're coming for vacation.
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Sure you are.
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No, honey, I can't come get you.
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We'll do just like last time, I...
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We'll see.
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Okay, I'll call you back.
Love you.
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Don't ever do this to me again.
Ever.
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I've got a screwball in my office.
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He may be a screwball,
but he wasn't lying.
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He's head of a department at St. Louis.
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Ross didn't tell you anything else?
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No, nothing.
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They say the swan sings only once,
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just before dying.
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Yes, I know.
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He senses he's going to die,
so he sings.
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It's not because of the pain.
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On the contrary,
he sings because he's glad.
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He's glad to die.
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- The number of legends about swans...
- Dr. Kay.
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They also say swans
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guide and keep company
with the dead,
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to help them cross the threshold.
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That's my favorite...
a very old Celtic legend.
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- Yes, I know it.
- You do?
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- Yes, my wife told me about it.
- Your wife told you about it?
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Right.
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00:14:16,950 --> 00:14:19,533
You mean your ex-wife?
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We all live in glass houses.
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So I see.
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Why don't you finally tell me
what I can do for you?
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I believe I'm the one
who can do something for you.
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But you'll see for yourself.
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Certain experiences
can be very unsettling.
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I'll see what, for God's sake?
What experiences?
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I'm merely pointing out
the need to be prepared.
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Is that a threat?
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No, it's not a threat.
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It's a message.
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But I'm not quite sure
you're ready to hear it.
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How come you know
so much about me?
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Did you have me checked out?
Did you...
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was it Ross
told you all that stuff?
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"The need to be prepared".
What's that supposed to mean?
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I don't know this Ross person.
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I've never met the guy.
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And I think you know
what I want from you.
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I think you know very well.
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Hello?
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<i>It's me.</i>
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<i>Claire, hello.</i>
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Yeah, I'm here.
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<i>Is Tracey there?</i>
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Yeah, sure.
You want to talk to her?
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She called me today.
She wanted me to call back.
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I know, she told me.
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Um, Tracey's asleep.
She's in bed.
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Already? Is she okay?
What's wrong?
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<i>She waited for you to call all day.</i>
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00:17:06,408 --> 00:17:09,033
She's drawing things
I don't understand
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and waking up at night.
258
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No, she's not okay.
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Is there anything I can do?
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Let's talk about this
another time, okay?
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I'll tell her you called.
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Okay.
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Nathan.
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Nathan!
Nathan.
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Listen, I came to apologize
for this morning.
266
00:18:19,075 --> 00:18:22,700
I was a little heavy-handed
and I wanted to apologize.
267
00:18:22,700 --> 00:18:25,700
I have something to show you
not far from here.
268
00:18:25,742 --> 00:18:26,742
Nathan, wait.
Listen.
269
00:18:26,742 --> 00:18:28,408
I have something to show you,
270
00:18:28,408 --> 00:18:31,367
I just don't know if you'll be able
to handle it, that's all.
271
00:18:31,367 --> 00:18:34,033
I'm fed up with your mysteries.
I'm tired.
272
00:18:34,033 --> 00:18:36,200
Nathan, it'll take
five minutes of your time,
273
00:18:36,200 --> 00:18:38,158
no more.
And then I'm out of here.
274
00:18:38,158 --> 00:18:40,825
You'll never see me again.
I give you my word.
275
00:18:40,825 --> 00:18:43,450
- You give me your word?
- Yes.
276
00:18:43,533 --> 00:18:45,575
I give you my word.
You know who I am,
277
00:18:45,575 --> 00:18:47,700
you know where I work,
you're a lawyer.
278
00:18:47,700 --> 00:18:50,992
If I do anything wrong,
anything at all which...
279
00:18:50,992 --> 00:18:54,908
It wouldn't take you five minutes
to blow my career out of the water.
280
00:18:54,908 --> 00:18:57,992
Nathan, believe me,
it's important.
281
00:18:57,992 --> 00:18:59,242
You have to see it.
282
00:18:59,242 --> 00:19:01,783
I swear.
283
00:19:01,783 --> 00:19:05,533
It's important.
Come with me.
284
00:19:07,492 --> 00:19:10,575
Five minutes.
10 minutes... no more.
285
00:19:10,575 --> 00:19:13,575
And then... I'm gone.
286
00:19:20,408 --> 00:19:23,242
You brought me here
just to tell me this?
287
00:19:23,242 --> 00:19:24,450
What the hell does it mean?
288
00:19:24,450 --> 00:19:26,533
Or is that all part of the message?
289
00:19:26,533 --> 00:19:28,617
You come out with these
little riddles of yours
290
00:19:28,617 --> 00:19:30,950
and expect me to...
291
00:19:30,950 --> 00:19:34,200
You see that guy,
the kid in the orange jacket?
292
00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:35,283
Do you see him?
293
00:19:35,283 --> 00:19:37,367
Yeah, I see him.
So what?
294
00:19:37,367 --> 00:19:40,117
Name of Dennis.
10 years ago to this day,
295
00:19:40,117 --> 00:19:41,575
his father died here.
296
00:19:41,575 --> 00:19:45,700
He was waiting for a train
as he did every evening.
297
00:19:45,700 --> 00:19:48,575
He had a good job, happy family.
298
00:19:48,575 --> 00:19:52,867
And one evening, he'd had enough.
299
00:19:52,867 --> 00:19:55,533
And when the express came by,
he jumped.
300
00:19:55,533 --> 00:19:57,783
Was he a friend of yours?
301
00:19:57,783 --> 00:19:59,533
And these last few days,
302
00:19:59,533 --> 00:20:02,200
Dennis has come here
every evening.
303
00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:04,617
- Every evening.
- Do you ever answer a question?
304
00:20:04,617 --> 00:20:06,575
Look at him.
305
00:20:06,575 --> 00:20:08,575
- Why should I?
- Look at him.
306
00:20:08,575 --> 00:20:12,283
Because in about two minutes,
307
00:20:12,283 --> 00:20:16,367
Dennis there will be dead.
308
00:20:16,367 --> 00:20:18,283
What the f...
309
00:20:25,117 --> 00:20:26,283
You're crazy.
310
00:20:26,283 --> 00:20:29,200
Completely crazy.
311
00:20:46,950 --> 00:20:50,700
You gotta take the Chambers Street Exit,
right across the platform.
312
00:21:08,242 --> 00:21:09,533
Look!
313
00:21:09,533 --> 00:21:10,700
He's got a gun!
314
00:21:10,700 --> 00:21:13,617
He's got a gun!
He's got a gun!
315
00:21:13,617 --> 00:21:15,700
Listen, don't do it!
316
00:21:15,700 --> 00:21:17,867
Please,
put the gun down!
317
00:22:54,533 --> 00:22:56,742
Is this your first time?
318
00:22:57,533 --> 00:23:01,367
You seem kind of young.
319
00:23:04,533 --> 00:23:06,158
He's here to see Dr. Kay.
320
00:23:06,158 --> 00:23:08,658
- Okay.
- He'll come get you in the day room.
321
00:23:08,700 --> 00:23:10,117
- This way?
- Mm-hmm.
322
00:23:10,117 --> 00:23:13,700
I... I think what you're
doing is wonderful.
323
00:23:47,117 --> 00:23:49,908
You came to see him?
324
00:23:50,242 --> 00:23:54,033
He'll be here.
Just have to wait.
325
00:23:56,658 --> 00:23:59,158
Come here.
326
00:24:00,742 --> 00:24:02,867
Come here.
327
00:24:02,867 --> 00:24:05,450
What's the matter?
328
00:24:05,450 --> 00:24:07,992
Something wrong?
329
00:24:10,950 --> 00:24:14,533
Myocardial metastases.
330
00:24:14,742 --> 00:24:16,242
Cancer of the heart muscle.
331
00:24:16,242 --> 00:24:18,908
Super rare, right?
332
00:24:19,283 --> 00:24:21,700
They wrote an article
about me in a magazine.
333
00:24:21,700 --> 00:24:24,408
It's in my room,
if you want to see it.
334
00:24:24,408 --> 00:24:30,658
Apparently, I could croak
from one day to the next...
335
00:24:30,658 --> 00:24:35,242
from one minute to the next.
336
00:24:36,158 --> 00:24:39,658
- Jeremy.
- Nathan.
337
00:24:39,658 --> 00:24:41,075
What do you do, Nathan?
338
00:24:41,075 --> 00:24:44,117
I'm a lawyer. Do you know
if he's going to be long?
339
00:24:44,117 --> 00:24:48,950
The first doc I saw,
you know what he called it?
340
00:24:49,117 --> 00:24:51,908
"Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy".
341
00:24:51,908 --> 00:24:53,825
Wow.
342
00:24:53,825 --> 00:24:57,075
Can you believe that guy?
343
00:24:58,325 --> 00:25:00,783
You and me,
344
00:25:00,783 --> 00:25:02,492
we're gonna slap that...
that son-of-a-bitch with a lawsuit.
345
00:25:02,492 --> 00:25:03,575
What do you say?
346
00:25:03,575 --> 00:25:05,825
Legally, that's not exactly my bag.
347
00:25:05,825 --> 00:25:07,492
Jeremy, hello.
348
00:25:07,492 --> 00:25:10,200
- Up already?
- Yeah.
349
00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,783
- Happy birthday.
- Yeah, thanks.
350
00:25:12,783 --> 00:25:15,492
You've made a new friend.
351
00:25:15,492 --> 00:25:18,367
- Are you the new volunteer?
- He's a lawyer.
352
00:25:18,450 --> 00:25:20,408
He and I are gonna throw
a doctor's ass in the slammer.
353
00:25:20,408 --> 00:25:25,158
Oh, well... see you later.
354
00:25:25,658 --> 00:25:27,700
Bye.
355
00:25:33,450 --> 00:25:36,242
You smell that stink?
356
00:25:37,117 --> 00:25:38,867
Like something's rotting?
357
00:25:38,867 --> 00:25:41,158
Behind the stink of detergent...
358
00:25:41,158 --> 00:25:43,617
can't you smell that?
359
00:25:44,075 --> 00:25:47,075
It reeks of death around here.
360
00:25:47,075 --> 00:25:50,533
Why do you think
she puts up with it?
361
00:25:51,075 --> 00:25:55,492
She had a kid who died.
That's why.
362
00:25:56,200 --> 00:26:00,867
All of us in here
are going out in body bags,
363
00:26:00,867 --> 00:26:03,117
and she knows that.
364
00:26:04,033 --> 00:26:08,367
She thinks that when we see
her little darling up there...
365
00:26:08,367 --> 00:26:09,992
we'll tell him
how mommy's doing.
366
00:26:09,992 --> 00:26:11,783
And we'll take care of him.
367
00:26:11,783 --> 00:26:16,242
Make sure he eats his dinner
and goes to the potty up in Heaven.
368
00:26:16,242 --> 00:26:18,908
Volunteer, my ass.
369
00:26:18,908 --> 00:26:20,575
What about you?
370
00:26:20,575 --> 00:26:22,617
You got a message to send, too?
371
00:26:22,617 --> 00:26:24,992
Who you got up there, huh?
372
00:26:25,658 --> 00:26:29,575
I'm going soon,
so make the most of it.
373
00:26:30,283 --> 00:26:32,700
Some "dearly beloved?"
374
00:26:32,700 --> 00:26:34,658
- Or maybe...
- Excuse me.
375
00:26:34,658 --> 00:26:36,158
Hey!
376
00:26:36,158 --> 00:26:37,408
Hey, come back.
377
00:26:37,408 --> 00:26:40,867
I didn't mean it like that.
378
00:26:49,075 --> 00:26:52,450
I don't know how to die.
379
00:26:52,450 --> 00:26:55,242
None of us know how to die.
380
00:26:56,617 --> 00:27:00,367
But maybe...
381
00:27:00,367 --> 00:27:03,408
somewhere deep inside of us...
382
00:27:03,408 --> 00:27:05,200
a part of us does know how.
383
00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:10,408
Maybe it's not as terrible
as it seems.
384
00:27:10,408 --> 00:27:13,575
Try and rest.
385
00:27:14,075 --> 00:27:15,992
You know, Nathan,
the dying have taught me one thing...
386
00:27:15,992 --> 00:27:19,492
You know, Nathan,
the dying have taught me one thing...
387
00:27:19,492 --> 00:27:22,700
that you can look death in the face
and go on living.
388
00:27:22,700 --> 00:27:25,242
Our mission here is
to keep them company.
389
00:27:25,242 --> 00:27:27,825
Keep company with those
about to die
390
00:27:27,825 --> 00:27:29,908
so that they can depart in peace.
391
00:27:29,908 --> 00:27:32,617
Great, but what's it
got to do with me?
392
00:27:32,617 --> 00:27:33,783
Me, my.
393
00:27:33,783 --> 00:27:35,325
My little consciousness,
394
00:27:35,325 --> 00:27:38,117
my little comforts,
my little life.
395
00:27:38,117 --> 00:27:42,450
What about others, Nathan,
do you ever think about them?
396
00:27:42,450 --> 00:27:45,742
And Dennis?
Have you thought about Dennis?
397
00:27:45,742 --> 00:27:47,867
If you knew he was going
to blow his brains out,
398
00:27:47,867 --> 00:27:49,075
why didn't you do something?
399
00:27:49,075 --> 00:27:51,575
Why didn't you try to listen to him?
400
00:27:51,575 --> 00:27:53,950
Who kept Dennis company
so he'd "depart in peace?"
401
00:27:53,950 --> 00:27:57,408
Anyway, how did you know
he was going to die?
402
00:27:57,408 --> 00:27:59,242
This time I want an answer,
none of your...
403
00:27:59,242 --> 00:28:00,950
- I saw it.
- You saw it?
404
00:28:00,950 --> 00:28:02,408
- Yes.
- How did you see it?
405
00:28:02,408 --> 00:28:04,367
Was it written on his face?
406
00:28:04,367 --> 00:28:06,908
- Yes.
- Yes?
407
00:28:06,908 --> 00:28:09,950
Listen, I'm beat.
I didn't sleep last night because of you,
408
00:28:09,950 --> 00:28:12,492
- and I've got to be at work...
- Nathan,
409
00:28:12,492 --> 00:28:13,617
people who come here,
410
00:28:13,617 --> 00:28:16,908
they've already traveled
a long road
411
00:28:16,908 --> 00:28:18,783
paved with suffering.
412
00:28:18,783 --> 00:28:22,533
But they have had time
to prepare themselves.
413
00:28:22,908 --> 00:28:25,158
But often death comes...
414
00:28:25,158 --> 00:28:27,325
unexpectedly.
It can't be predicted.
415
00:28:27,325 --> 00:28:28,575
Yes, I know, yes.
416
00:28:28,575 --> 00:28:32,325
For instance, say you cross
the street at the wrong moment,
417
00:28:32,325 --> 00:28:35,492
or the body just gives out...
just like that.
418
00:28:35,492 --> 00:28:37,283
Snap your fingers,
you're dead.
419
00:28:37,283 --> 00:28:38,783
We see that every day.
420
00:28:38,783 --> 00:28:42,242
And those people never have
time to untangle the knots.
421
00:28:42,242 --> 00:28:45,367
They never have time
to prepare themselves.
422
00:28:45,367 --> 00:28:46,492
And so?
423
00:28:46,492 --> 00:28:49,450
And so...
424
00:28:49,658 --> 00:28:53,367
the role of the Messengers
is to give those people too
425
00:28:53,367 --> 00:28:55,908
a chance to be reconciled.
426
00:28:55,908 --> 00:28:59,033
- "The Messengers?"
- Yes.
427
00:29:03,117 --> 00:29:04,908
I don't understand.
428
00:29:04,908 --> 00:29:07,783
There are people out there
who know in advance
429
00:29:07,783 --> 00:29:09,950
that someone is going to die.
430
00:29:09,950 --> 00:29:12,783
Let's say they...
"got the message".
431
00:29:12,783 --> 00:29:14,783
And in those cases,
432
00:29:14,783 --> 00:29:19,450
their job is to help that person
depart in peace... reconcile.
433
00:29:19,450 --> 00:29:21,908
- And you're one of these "Messengers?"
- Yes, I am.
434
00:29:21,908 --> 00:29:23,700
- You know who's going to die?
- Yes.
435
00:29:23,700 --> 00:29:25,700
- You see it?
- Yes, I see it.
436
00:29:25,700 --> 00:29:28,867
And you help them depart in peace.
437
00:29:29,158 --> 00:29:32,283
Nathan, I realize it
may be hard to believe...
438
00:29:32,283 --> 00:29:35,617
But Dennis didn't depart in peace.
439
00:29:35,825 --> 00:29:37,200
- No.
- Why?
440
00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:40,033
We don't always succeed.
Sometimes we get there too late.
441
00:29:40,033 --> 00:29:42,408
No one has power over
the hour of death.
442
00:29:42,408 --> 00:29:44,200
No one.
443
00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:46,617
I don't believe you.
444
00:29:46,617 --> 00:29:48,783
Have it your way, Nathan.
445
00:29:48,783 --> 00:29:50,742
But these things can still exist
446
00:29:50,742 --> 00:29:53,575
whether you believe
in them or not.
447
00:29:53,825 --> 00:29:57,283
I know when someone's
going to die... I see it.
448
00:29:57,283 --> 00:30:02,117
And I make every effort
to prepare them for what's coming.
449
00:30:02,242 --> 00:30:05,033
Well, I think I've
heard enough for today.
450
00:30:29,283 --> 00:30:32,492
What exactly are you
trying to tell me?
451
00:30:32,992 --> 00:30:37,158
Are you trying to tell me
I'm going to die soon? Is that it?
452
00:30:37,158 --> 00:30:41,408
I told you everything.
You know everything.
453
00:30:41,408 --> 00:30:43,867
Go fuck yourself.
454
00:31:03,533 --> 00:31:05,075
Hurry up.
455
00:31:05,075 --> 00:31:08,867
Sam.
Sam, hurry up.
456
00:31:09,075 --> 00:31:11,450
Bring that over.
Hurry up.
457
00:31:11,450 --> 00:31:12,742
Breathe, breathe,
breathe.
458
00:31:12,742 --> 00:31:16,908
We need a neck brace and a splint.
Get that here.
459
00:32:29,117 --> 00:32:32,492
Look straight into the light.
460
00:32:32,492 --> 00:32:34,450
Don't move.
461
00:33:21,367 --> 00:33:23,158
The smell of the ghosts.
462
00:33:23,158 --> 00:33:26,200
Follow the smell of the ghosts
and you'll find the flower.
463
00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:28,575
<i>Nathan on phone:
What did you say, sweetheart?</i>
464
00:33:28,575 --> 00:33:29,825
It's a cactus.
465
00:33:29,825 --> 00:33:32,408
It makes a flower once a year,
at midnight.
466
00:33:32,408 --> 00:33:33,950
Only once.
467
00:33:33,950 --> 00:33:36,992
At 12:00 noon, the flower dies,
and it smells like ghosts.
468
00:33:36,992 --> 00:33:38,992
The flower smells like ghosts?
469
00:33:38,992 --> 00:33:40,200
<i>Yeah,
but it's real nice.</i>
470
00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:42,200
Mommy says ghosts smell good.
471
00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:44,575
<i>The Night Blooming Cereus.
Yes, I remember.</i>
472
00:33:44,575 --> 00:33:46,283
<i>Mommy told me about it too.</i>
473
00:33:46,283 --> 00:33:48,533
An Indian legend.
474
00:33:48,533 --> 00:33:50,408
Honey, can I talk to Mommy?
475
00:33:50,408 --> 00:33:53,033
<i>She says she'll call you back.</i>
476
00:33:53,033 --> 00:33:55,367
Tracey?
477
00:33:55,367 --> 00:33:57,783
Hello?
478
00:34:01,742 --> 00:34:03,908
I had everything checked out,
everything...
479
00:34:03,908 --> 00:34:06,658
brain, heart, lungs, blood.
480
00:34:06,658 --> 00:34:09,158
I got my urine tested,
my saliva, my sperm...
481
00:34:09,158 --> 00:34:10,867
they tested everything
482
00:34:10,867 --> 00:34:12,117
and they found nothing.
483
00:34:12,117 --> 00:34:13,908
Nothing at all.
There's the file.
484
00:34:13,908 --> 00:34:15,242
Take a look.
485
00:34:15,242 --> 00:34:17,575
A little hypoglycemia
and nothing else.
486
00:34:17,575 --> 00:34:19,575
Nothing else at all.
487
00:34:20,117 --> 00:34:21,783
I'm very glad to hear that, Nathan.
488
00:34:21,783 --> 00:34:23,742
- I'm happy for you.
- So as of this minute,
489
00:34:23,742 --> 00:34:25,075
you are out of my life.
490
00:34:25,075 --> 00:34:27,242
No phone calls,
no visits, nothing.
491
00:34:27,242 --> 00:34:30,242
If I ever see you again
here or any place at all,
492
00:34:30,242 --> 00:34:31,950
it'll mean the police...
got it?
493
00:34:31,950 --> 00:34:33,575
May I show you something?
494
00:34:33,575 --> 00:34:36,367
- No.
- It's a photograph.
495
00:34:36,742 --> 00:34:39,033
Anna Rachevsky.
496
00:34:39,033 --> 00:34:40,408
Very cute.
Now leave.
497
00:34:40,408 --> 00:34:41,950
From a Russian family.
498
00:34:41,950 --> 00:34:45,242
That photograph was taken
the day she arrived in New York.
499
00:34:45,242 --> 00:34:47,658
I don't give a shit.
500
00:34:47,658 --> 00:34:49,783
Not much money,
father out of the picture.
501
00:34:49,783 --> 00:34:52,283
She wanted to go to college,
but the closest she ever got
502
00:34:52,283 --> 00:34:55,575
was working in
the cafeteria at NYU.
503
00:34:55,617 --> 00:34:58,075
Her boss treated her
like an animal.
504
00:34:58,075 --> 00:35:00,783
The students didn't even notice.
505
00:35:01,075 --> 00:35:02,158
Except one.
506
00:35:02,158 --> 00:35:05,617
He was a foreigner too...
507
00:35:05,742 --> 00:35:07,825
a Frenchman.
508
00:35:07,992 --> 00:35:10,825
She welcomed the kindness
he showed her.
509
00:35:10,825 --> 00:35:12,700
But later, she was fired.
510
00:35:12,700 --> 00:35:15,283
He lost touch with her.
511
00:35:15,283 --> 00:35:17,492
End of story.
512
00:35:19,658 --> 00:35:22,325
Anna Rachevsky, right.
513
00:35:22,325 --> 00:35:24,117
- Coming back?
- Yes.
514
00:35:24,117 --> 00:35:27,742
She works at the Greenwind diner
in Queens.
515
00:35:27,742 --> 00:35:28,825
Late night shift.
516
00:35:28,825 --> 00:35:31,158
Not very well paying.
517
00:35:31,158 --> 00:35:34,867
She's had a child...
a son.
518
00:35:35,158 --> 00:35:37,367
You should stop by and see her.
519
00:35:37,367 --> 00:35:40,242
I'm sure she would
enjoy that very much.
520
00:35:40,242 --> 00:35:42,200
I'll do that, maybe, yes.
521
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:44,242
Good.
522
00:35:45,158 --> 00:35:47,283
What?
523
00:35:47,742 --> 00:35:49,575
Have you understood me?
524
00:35:49,575 --> 00:35:51,908
No.
525
00:35:52,408 --> 00:35:54,117
What?
526
00:35:54,117 --> 00:35:55,742
What was it this time?
What did you see?
527
00:35:55,742 --> 00:35:58,033
Tell me.
A blinking light?
528
00:35:58,033 --> 00:35:59,950
Some kind of Christmas tree
that begins to...
529
00:35:59,950 --> 00:36:01,492
No, actually, Nathan,
530
00:36:01,492 --> 00:36:04,242
it's a bright white light
that surrounds the person.
531
00:36:04,242 --> 00:36:05,908
But that's not the most
important thing.
532
00:36:05,908 --> 00:36:08,408
What's the most important thing?
533
00:36:08,408 --> 00:36:12,700
The most important thing
is suddenly you'll just know.
534
00:36:13,075 --> 00:36:16,825
You'll know she's going to die.
535
00:36:51,742 --> 00:36:54,200
Nathan?
536
00:36:55,075 --> 00:36:57,408
What are you doing here?
537
00:36:57,408 --> 00:36:58,533
Doing?
Well, I...
538
00:36:58,575 --> 00:37:01,117
I'm just here.
539
00:37:01,492 --> 00:37:04,658
You're as handsome as ever.
540
00:37:05,992 --> 00:37:07,283
Well?
541
00:37:07,283 --> 00:37:09,533
What? No, I just...
542
00:37:09,533 --> 00:37:11,825
actually I was passing through.
543
00:37:11,825 --> 00:37:13,533
You doing okay?
544
00:37:13,533 --> 00:37:15,700
You were passing through here?
545
00:37:15,700 --> 00:37:18,117
Yes, I was going back
to the city.
546
00:37:18,117 --> 00:37:20,575
I was in Queens
and I was going home.
547
00:37:20,575 --> 00:37:24,200
I was dying for a cup of coffee,
and here I am.
548
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:25,742
You go heavy
on the sugar, huh?
549
00:37:25,742 --> 00:37:28,575
Yes. You're looking well.
550
00:37:29,492 --> 00:37:31,700
- What?
- I said you're looking well.
551
00:37:31,700 --> 00:37:33,033
How's your health?
Okay?
552
00:37:33,033 --> 00:37:35,533
You look like you're
in fine health.
553
00:37:35,533 --> 00:37:37,617
Yes, fine.
554
00:37:38,783 --> 00:37:41,158
It's strange for me,
seeing you again.
555
00:37:41,158 --> 00:37:44,117
Excuse me.
556
00:38:03,533 --> 00:38:05,783
- Are you married?
- Divorced.
557
00:38:05,783 --> 00:38:07,200
Oh.
558
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,200
I never had the time.
559
00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:11,075
He walked out before marrying me.
560
00:38:11,075 --> 00:38:14,783
He still found the time
to knock me up first though.
561
00:38:14,783 --> 00:38:17,200
A good thing too,
you might say.
562
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:19,283
A little boy.
563
00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:24,033
- What's this?
- It's for you.
564
00:38:24,033 --> 00:38:26,492
These are my numbers.
This one...
565
00:38:26,492 --> 00:38:28,700
is the direct line
to Rachel, my assistant,
566
00:38:28,700 --> 00:38:30,242
and that's my cell phone.
567
00:38:30,242 --> 00:38:32,867
And don't hesitate to...
568
00:38:32,867 --> 00:38:34,283
if you need me for anything,
569
00:38:34,283 --> 00:38:36,575
if anything should come up,
570
00:38:36,575 --> 00:38:38,367
call me. Okay?
571
00:38:38,367 --> 00:38:41,700
If anything comes up,
I call you.
572
00:38:41,700 --> 00:38:43,908
Okay.
573
00:38:44,450 --> 00:38:47,117
And what could possibly come up?
574
00:38:47,492 --> 00:38:51,200
- How old is your daughter?
- Seven.
575
00:38:51,200 --> 00:38:53,033
Do you speak French with her?
576
00:38:53,033 --> 00:38:55,117
- No, not much.
- You should.
577
00:38:55,117 --> 00:38:57,033
I know.
578
00:38:57,033 --> 00:38:59,533
Look at me,
I hardly speak Russian anymore.
579
00:38:59,533 --> 00:39:02,242
But when my father came back,
he talked and talked.
580
00:39:02,242 --> 00:39:04,033
He wouldn't stop talking.
581
00:39:04,033 --> 00:39:07,033
- Did I tell you my father came back?
- No.
582
00:39:07,033 --> 00:39:09,742
You know, we didn't hear
from him in years.
583
00:39:09,742 --> 00:39:11,867
- From your father?
- Yes.
584
00:39:11,867 --> 00:39:14,742
He disappeared into air.
585
00:39:14,867 --> 00:39:18,700
But then two weeks ago
we got a letter.
586
00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:21,075
And in this letter
there was a picture of him
587
00:39:21,075 --> 00:39:22,867
and his phone number
and address.
588
00:39:22,867 --> 00:39:25,158
He was driving a cab
in Toronto.
589
00:39:25,158 --> 00:39:29,533
And on the very same day,
he got a letter too.
590
00:39:29,533 --> 00:39:32,492
And in it was a picture of me
and my phone number,
591
00:39:32,492 --> 00:39:35,158
and a round trip ticket to New York.
592
00:39:35,158 --> 00:39:39,617
See? So for the past two weeks
I believe in miracles.
593
00:39:40,408 --> 00:39:43,075
- And the letters were?
- We don't know who sent them.
594
00:39:43,075 --> 00:39:45,200
We tried,
but we never found out.
595
00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:49,950
A Dr. Kay...
at St. Louis Hospital,
596
00:39:49,950 --> 00:39:51,992
does it ring a bell?
597
00:39:51,992 --> 00:39:55,575
Fuck Ocean City,
598
00:39:56,117 --> 00:39:58,825
Here's a long one.
"Dear, Jeremy,
599
00:39:58,825 --> 00:40:00,950
I turn 17 today too".
600
00:40:00,950 --> 00:40:02,450
Oh, his mother's
the one...
601
00:40:02,450 --> 00:40:04,742
Who asked you?
602
00:40:04,742 --> 00:40:06,867
Huh?
603
00:40:07,075 --> 00:40:09,867
"We don't know each other
and you may think this is weird,
604
00:40:09,867 --> 00:40:12,033
but ever since I heard
your story on the radio,
605
00:40:12,033 --> 00:40:14,158
I think about you often".
606
00:40:16,867 --> 00:40:19,325
"I wish you a very,
very happy birthday.
607
00:40:19,325 --> 00:40:21,992
Write me if you want.
Love, Jennifer".
608
00:40:21,992 --> 00:40:24,200
Right, yeah.
I love you too.
609
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:26,700
Next time, send me a snapshot
of your cute ass, Jennifer.
610
00:40:26,700 --> 00:40:29,742
Bye, bye.
Happy birthday.
611
00:40:29,742 --> 00:40:32,492
Oh, a baby Jesus.
Great.
612
00:40:32,492 --> 00:40:34,200
Jeremy.
613
00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:36,575
- "Dear Jeremy, blah blah blah".
- Jeremy.
614
00:40:36,575 --> 00:40:40,033
"with our hope you'll be able to leave
the hospital very soon".
615
00:40:40,033 --> 00:40:41,742
Jeremy, can you look at me?
616
00:40:41,742 --> 00:40:44,492
Asshole,
I'm going to die in this hospital!
617
00:40:44,492 --> 00:40:47,617
That's why I'm here,
don't you fucking get it?
618
00:40:50,825 --> 00:40:53,783
Jeremy, what's going on?
619
00:40:53,783 --> 00:40:55,992
What's going on is
that my dumbass mother
620
00:40:55,992 --> 00:40:57,825
went on the radio
to tell the world
621
00:40:57,867 --> 00:41:01,658
that her poor little kid
was having a birthday soon
622
00:41:01,658 --> 00:41:05,325
and the poor angel was dying
of a very serious and rare disease.
623
00:41:05,325 --> 00:41:08,408
And then dozens of assholes
I don't even know,
624
00:41:08,408 --> 00:41:12,283
they're just writing me
to wish me a happy birthday,
625
00:41:12,283 --> 00:41:14,658
and... fuck.
626
00:41:14,658 --> 00:41:15,783
Fuck.
627
00:41:15,783 --> 00:41:17,950
Goddamn it,
628
00:41:17,950 --> 00:41:21,367
why did this have
to happen to me?
629
00:41:22,450 --> 00:41:24,033
I'm 17.
630
00:41:24,033 --> 00:41:26,533
I'm 17 fucking years old,
I don't understand.
631
00:41:26,533 --> 00:41:28,408
Jeremy, you shouldn't
talk like that.
632
00:41:28,408 --> 00:41:29,658
Oh, really?
So what,
633
00:41:29,658 --> 00:41:32,325
I should just sit here
with my mouth shut?
634
00:41:32,325 --> 00:41:37,158
You know what my mom said
when I told her I was gonna die?
635
00:41:37,325 --> 00:41:39,033
She just looked at me
and she was like,
636
00:41:39,033 --> 00:41:42,825
"Oh, no, Jeremy, I forbid
you to say such a thing".
637
00:41:43,325 --> 00:41:46,658
Well, I'm gonna die.
I know I'm gonna die.
638
00:41:47,075 --> 00:41:49,700
And how does that
make you feel, Jeremy,
639
00:41:49,700 --> 00:41:52,075
knowing you're going to die?
640
00:41:55,158 --> 00:41:59,200
I think about all the good shit
I'm gonna miss out on.
641
00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:01,325
And that makes you angry.
642
00:42:01,325 --> 00:42:04,117
Yeah.
643
00:42:06,700 --> 00:42:08,575
And also I just...
644
00:42:08,575 --> 00:42:10,325
I don't know.
645
00:42:10,325 --> 00:42:15,783
I want people to see me
like I normally am.
646
00:42:15,783 --> 00:42:17,908
You know?
647
00:42:19,075 --> 00:42:21,992
I want people to listen to me.
648
00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:26,200
I just want someone to listen.
649
00:42:45,992 --> 00:42:48,700
I agreed to see you because...
650
00:42:50,492 --> 00:42:54,158
I agreed to see you because...
651
00:42:54,658 --> 00:42:57,075
you've got a solid case.
652
00:43:04,325 --> 00:43:06,492
I'm sorry,
I don't understand.
653
00:43:06,492 --> 00:43:07,658
I don't speak Creole.
654
00:43:07,658 --> 00:43:10,492
She says she lost both
of her sons in the accident.
655
00:43:10,492 --> 00:43:13,492
She says she knows
you can help us.
656
00:43:16,617 --> 00:43:18,533
- She says...
- Madame, please.
657
00:43:18,533 --> 00:43:20,033
...she's praying for you.
658
00:43:22,450 --> 00:43:24,492
She also said
you have a big heart.
659
00:43:24,492 --> 00:43:26,492
- Tell her she's wrong.
- She can see it.
660
00:43:26,492 --> 00:43:28,867
- She's wrong!
- If you refuse to defend us,
661
00:43:28,867 --> 00:43:30,825
the other lawyers will find out,
662
00:43:30,825 --> 00:43:32,992
and they will refuse too.
663
00:43:32,992 --> 00:43:35,700
- All of them.
- Please, sir, do something for us.
664
00:43:35,700 --> 00:43:38,867
No.
665
00:43:40,825 --> 00:43:43,742
No, that's not true.
666
00:43:47,867 --> 00:43:49,450
Okay.
667
00:43:49,450 --> 00:43:52,033
But you've got a solid case.
668
00:43:53,117 --> 00:43:54,617
Okay.
669
00:44:17,492 --> 00:44:20,033
Pass it, pass it.
670
00:44:21,283 --> 00:44:24,200
- Alonzo!
- Take it home!
671
00:44:39,325 --> 00:44:42,617
<i>Woman on TV:
"He asked whether the man</i>
672
00:44:42,617 --> 00:44:45,408
<i>"When he heard he was
under Herod's jurisdiction,</i>
673
00:44:45,408 --> 00:44:47,783
<i>"he sent him off to Herod,</i>
674
00:44:47,783 --> 00:44:50,117
<i>who was himself
in Jerusalem at that time".</i>
675
00:44:50,117 --> 00:44:52,117
<i>Man on TV:
"When Herod saw Jesus,</i>
676
00:44:52,117 --> 00:44:53,617
<i>"he was very glad,</i>
677
00:44:53,658 --> 00:44:56,658
<i>"for he had been wanting
to see him for a long time.</i>
678
00:44:56,658 --> 00:44:58,325
<i>"Because he had
heard about him</i>
679
00:44:58,325 --> 00:45:01,158
<i>"and was hoping to see Jesus
perform some sign.</i>
680
00:45:01,158 --> 00:45:03,825
<i>"Herod questioned him
at some length,</i>
681
00:45:03,825 --> 00:45:05,742
<i>but Jesus gave him no answer".</i>
682
00:45:22,117 --> 00:45:25,033
You know, she came
683
00:45:25,033 --> 00:45:30,283
She told me again what a wonderful
husband you were.
684
00:45:30,283 --> 00:45:32,450
Up there,
685
00:45:32,450 --> 00:45:35,908
she sees everything
you do for me.
686
00:45:39,492 --> 00:45:42,658
The Blessed Virgin was
here too, you know.
687
00:45:42,658 --> 00:45:45,408
Oh? The Blessed Virgin
was here?
688
00:45:45,408 --> 00:45:46,742
Yeah.
689
00:45:46,742 --> 00:45:49,658
She watched us
through the window.
690
00:45:52,783 --> 00:45:54,658
You see,
691
00:45:54,658 --> 00:45:56,533
there on the buffet...
692
00:45:56,533 --> 00:45:59,908
that's her hand.
693
00:46:00,575 --> 00:46:02,700
She left that there for us
694
00:46:02,700 --> 00:46:06,200
to let us know
she's thinking about us.
695
00:46:11,908 --> 00:46:15,200
That's your wife's hand.
696
00:46:17,367 --> 00:46:19,700
You could kiss it, you know.
697
00:46:19,700 --> 00:46:22,117
No.
698
00:46:22,117 --> 00:46:25,200
Please.
699
00:46:28,992 --> 00:46:34,325
It's not a mother's job
to bury a daughter.
700
00:46:39,658 --> 00:46:42,742
No, it isn't.
701
00:46:43,117 --> 00:46:47,408
But you have to let the dead
lay with the dead.
702
00:46:47,742 --> 00:46:50,158
You have to.
703
00:46:57,867 --> 00:47:00,075
I saw Anna.
704
00:47:00,075 --> 00:47:01,408
She said she'd never heard of you.
705
00:47:01,408 --> 00:47:05,158
But the picture, the plane ticket...
I know it was you.
706
00:47:05,158 --> 00:47:06,575
What's your game?
707
00:47:06,575 --> 00:47:08,742
Why are you toying
with these people?
708
00:47:08,742 --> 00:47:11,117
I simply did what I had to do.
709
00:47:11,117 --> 00:47:12,908
The father found his daughter again,
710
00:47:12,908 --> 00:47:15,408
and the daughter, her father.
711
00:47:16,117 --> 00:47:18,575
Anna's still going to die.
712
00:47:18,575 --> 00:47:21,033
But hopefully she'll die
more at peace with herself.
713
00:47:21,033 --> 00:47:22,783
<i>It's not a game.</i>
714
00:47:22,783 --> 00:47:25,950
But if she's going to die,
protect her, do something!
715
00:47:25,950 --> 00:47:28,992
There's nothing else
I can do.
716
00:47:29,117 --> 00:47:34,075
I told you, no one has power
over the hour of death.
717
00:47:59,867 --> 00:48:00,908
Anna!
718
00:48:00,908 --> 00:48:01,867
Anna!
719
00:48:01,867 --> 00:48:04,450
- I think it's for you!
- Who is it?
720
00:48:04,450 --> 00:48:06,408
I think it's Mr. Handsome.
721
00:48:06,450 --> 00:48:09,117
Who is it?
722
00:48:09,742 --> 00:48:11,575
- Nathan?
- Hi.
723
00:48:11,575 --> 00:48:14,158
- What are you doing here?
- Am I disturbing you?
724
00:48:14,158 --> 00:48:17,492
No, of course not.
Come in, come in!
725
00:48:17,492 --> 00:48:19,367
My cousin had
a baby this morning
726
00:48:19,367 --> 00:48:21,742
and we're celebrating his birth.
727
00:48:21,742 --> 00:48:23,742
You must have passed Micha.
He's the daddy.
728
00:48:23,742 --> 00:48:26,950
He just went out with Ivan,
my brother.
729
00:48:26,950 --> 00:48:30,533
And this is Marina, Stephanie.
730
00:48:30,533 --> 00:48:32,658
You've met Judy, my sister-in-law.
731
00:48:32,658 --> 00:48:35,200
Come on, I'll introduce you
to my mother.
732
00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:37,325
Mama.
733
00:48:38,658 --> 00:48:41,533
This is Nathan,
a good friend of mine.
734
00:48:41,533 --> 00:48:44,492
Nice to meet you.
735
00:48:46,700 --> 00:48:47,992
It's okay.
It's okay.
736
00:48:47,992 --> 00:48:52,367
I'll handle it!
737
00:48:55,158 --> 00:48:56,742
We're wired to the building next door.
738
00:48:56,742 --> 00:48:58,783
Maybe they cut something off.
739
00:49:00,450 --> 00:49:02,992
Hey, look who's here!
740
00:49:02,992 --> 00:49:04,950
This is my pride and joy.
741
00:49:04,950 --> 00:49:06,283
This is him!
742
00:49:06,283 --> 00:49:07,825
Papa, this is Nathan.
743
00:49:07,825 --> 00:49:09,492
- Hi.
- Glad to meet you.
744
00:49:09,492 --> 00:49:12,492
We met when I was
working at the university.
745
00:49:16,950 --> 00:49:19,075
Excuse me,
the light doesn't work.
746
00:49:20,158 --> 00:49:22,033
Anna, wait,
you shouldn't touch that.
747
00:49:22,033 --> 00:49:23,742
I've seen Ivan do it.
It couldn't be so complicated.
748
00:49:23,783 --> 00:49:25,742
Stop, please.
It's dangerous.
749
00:49:25,742 --> 00:49:27,658
We cannot just stay
in the dark, can we?
750
00:49:27,658 --> 00:49:29,117
Listen to me, I'm serious.
751
00:49:29,117 --> 00:49:31,242
You have no idea
how many people...
752
00:49:31,242 --> 00:49:33,283
No. Hold this for me!
Hold this!
753
00:49:33,283 --> 00:49:34,825
Just a second.
Okay.
754
00:49:34,825 --> 00:49:36,700
Here.
755
00:49:38,450 --> 00:49:40,242
Ahh.
You see?
756
00:49:40,283 --> 00:49:41,575
It works now.
757
00:49:41,575 --> 00:49:44,742
Anna, I have to tell you...
758
00:49:48,575 --> 00:49:50,700
No, please.
759
00:49:51,575 --> 00:49:53,408
Fine. Okay.
760
00:49:53,408 --> 00:49:54,742
You're right.
761
00:49:54,742 --> 00:49:56,408
We'll take care of it later.
762
00:49:56,408 --> 00:49:57,908
Let's have a drink.
763
00:49:57,908 --> 00:49:59,867
I had a check-up recently...
764
00:49:59,867 --> 00:50:01,367
- A what?
- A check-up.
765
00:50:01,367 --> 00:50:02,408
Oh.
766
00:50:02,408 --> 00:50:04,908
And I said to myself...
767
00:50:04,908 --> 00:50:06,200
let's say,
768
00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:08,617
maybe it would be
a good idea if you did too.
769
00:50:08,617 --> 00:50:10,200
Had one.
A check-up.
770
00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:11,908
Me?
Why?
771
00:50:11,908 --> 00:50:13,075
You never know.
772
00:50:13,075 --> 00:50:14,742
If you want,
I got the address...
773
00:50:14,742 --> 00:50:15,908
You want to marry me,
774
00:50:15,908 --> 00:50:17,075
but first you want
to make sure
775
00:50:17,075 --> 00:50:20,367
I'm the picture of health.
is that it?
776
00:50:21,242 --> 00:50:23,617
I was kidding.
777
00:50:23,908 --> 00:50:26,117
Have you ever tasted
Georgian vodka?
778
00:50:26,117 --> 00:50:27,742
No. Will you think about it?
779
00:50:27,742 --> 00:50:29,075
What, marrying you?
780
00:50:29,075 --> 00:50:31,908
If you take me to Paris,
no problem.
781
00:50:31,908 --> 00:50:33,325
Really, I'm fine.
I swear.
782
00:50:33,325 --> 00:50:36,908
I can't see why
you're so worried.
783
00:50:37,117 --> 00:50:38,617
Your health.
784
00:50:41,408 --> 00:50:43,325
Ivan?
785
00:50:43,325 --> 00:50:46,117
Just a moment.
Ivan.
786
00:50:47,575 --> 00:50:49,325
Papa, don't touch that.
787
00:50:49,325 --> 00:50:51,867
Papa!
788
00:50:56,825 --> 00:50:59,950
I have a right to it, my son has a right,
so does my father.
789
00:50:59,950 --> 00:51:01,700
- No.
- Listen, he worked all his life
790
00:51:01,700 --> 00:51:04,700
and now he's up there
and he needs care,
791
00:51:04,700 --> 00:51:06,742
so don't tell me there's
nothing you can do.
792
00:51:06,742 --> 00:51:07,783
You're going to treat him...
793
00:51:07,783 --> 00:51:10,408
If you will kindly listen,
I will explain to you...
794
00:51:10,408 --> 00:51:13,867
I'm going to stay at his side
as long as he needs me.
795
00:51:13,867 --> 00:51:15,242
No, I will not kindly listen.
796
00:51:15,242 --> 00:51:17,450
Excuse me, can I see
your supervisor?
797
00:51:17,450 --> 00:51:18,992
I'm the person in charge.
798
00:51:18,992 --> 00:51:20,700
Everything's fine.
It's okay.
799
00:51:20,700 --> 00:51:22,283
Your father is
a Canadian citizen
800
00:51:22,283 --> 00:51:24,575
and the program only applies
to American residents.
801
00:51:24,575 --> 00:51:27,408
He is insured in Canada.
He has insurance.
802
00:51:27,408 --> 00:51:28,533
- Oh?
- Yes.
803
00:51:28,533 --> 00:51:30,617
In that case,
he's sure to be covered.
804
00:51:30,617 --> 00:51:32,908
In the meantime, for us,
it makes no difference.
805
00:51:32,908 --> 00:51:35,992
- If it's a deposit you need...
- It's all right, don't worry.
806
00:51:35,992 --> 00:51:38,200
- For you it makes no difference?
- No. It makes no difference.
807
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:39,742
Fine.
You go tell him.
808
00:51:39,742 --> 00:51:41,533
You go up
and tell him yourself.
809
00:51:41,533 --> 00:51:42,867
He's an adult,
you're an adult.
810
00:51:42,867 --> 00:51:44,700
- Mrs. Rachevsky?
- Just a second!
811
00:51:44,700 --> 00:51:47,242
So you go up and tell him
he left Russia for this.
812
00:51:47,242 --> 00:51:49,742
That he came and find his children
in America all for this!
813
00:51:49,742 --> 00:51:52,533
- Mrs. Rachevsky.
- What? What?
814
00:51:52,533 --> 00:51:56,200
I'm sorry.
815
00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:58,283
What?
816
00:51:59,117 --> 00:52:01,992
"No one has power over
the hour of death," you remember?
817
00:52:01,992 --> 00:52:04,075
Bullshit.
Pure bullshit.
818
00:52:04,075 --> 00:52:05,283
I saved Anna.
819
00:52:05,283 --> 00:52:07,283
I got there in time
and prevented her
820
00:52:07,283 --> 00:52:09,367
from touching
that goddamn circuit box
821
00:52:09,367 --> 00:52:11,742
and she didn't die.
It was her father who died.
822
00:52:11,742 --> 00:52:13,367
Not Anna...
her father, asshole.
823
00:52:13,367 --> 00:52:14,617
<i>Nathan, calm down.</i>
824
00:52:14,617 --> 00:52:16,950
What kind of game
are you playing with us, huh?
825
00:52:16,950 --> 00:52:18,658
You bring the father
and daughter together
826
00:52:18,658 --> 00:52:19,908
and send me over there.
827
00:52:19,908 --> 00:52:21,908
You knew I'd go there.
You knew full well.
828
00:52:21,908 --> 00:52:24,075
You send me over there
just so I'll watch her die?
829
00:52:24,075 --> 00:52:25,450
Is that it, motherfucker?
830
00:52:25,450 --> 00:52:26,950
<i>- Listen to me...
- You think you're God,</i>
831
00:52:26,950 --> 00:52:30,117
but you're nothing but a fucking pervert
and a shitty doctor.
832
00:52:30,117 --> 00:52:32,033
It's like that
at your hospital too, isn't it?
833
00:52:32,033 --> 00:52:34,450
You watch your patients die
one after another.
834
00:52:34,450 --> 00:52:37,367
That's how you get your kicks,
how you get your...
835
00:52:37,367 --> 00:52:39,617
<i>Nathan, tell me what happened.
Tell me.</i>
836
00:52:39,617 --> 00:52:41,867
It was her father who died.
837
00:52:41,867 --> 00:52:43,492
That's what happened.
838
00:52:43,492 --> 00:52:45,742
Anna is fine.
Anna isn't going to die,
839
00:52:45,742 --> 00:52:47,700
and neither am I.
And there's no, like,
840
00:52:47,700 --> 00:52:52,117
light or halo or shit!
841
00:54:15,158 --> 00:54:17,950
Is he still asleep?
842
00:54:19,533 --> 00:54:22,325
Sounds like it.
843
00:54:40,783 --> 00:54:41,825
Nathan.
844
00:54:41,825 --> 00:54:43,658
Nathan!
845
00:54:43,658 --> 00:54:46,158
Claire?
846
00:54:46,950 --> 00:54:48,867
You okay?
847
00:54:48,867 --> 00:54:50,867
<i>- Claire?
- Thank you for calling 911.</i>
848
00:54:50,867 --> 00:54:54,242
<i>All of our operators are busy.</i>
849
00:56:07,367 --> 00:56:09,492
He told us everything was fine.
850
00:56:09,492 --> 00:56:11,950
Who was that?
851
00:56:11,950 --> 00:56:14,658
His pediatrician...
last week.
852
00:56:14,658 --> 00:56:17,242
We saw him 10 days ago.
853
00:56:17,242 --> 00:56:19,450
Nine.
854
00:56:23,033 --> 00:56:25,325
Nine days ago.
855
00:56:25,325 --> 00:56:28,533
He examined Paul
and told us everything was fine.
856
00:56:28,533 --> 00:56:31,200
He said Paul was fit and healthy.
857
00:56:31,200 --> 00:56:33,450
He was probably right.
858
00:56:34,533 --> 00:56:37,950
But now my son is dead.
859
00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:41,867
Yes.
860
00:56:41,867 --> 00:56:44,617
My son is dead,
and you're telling me
861
00:56:44,617 --> 00:56:47,117
the guy who examined him
and said he was fine...
862
00:56:47,117 --> 00:56:49,492
you're telling me
this guy was probably right?
863
00:56:49,492 --> 00:56:51,825
It's probable...
indeed very probable...
864
00:56:51,825 --> 00:56:55,450
that Paul was a victim
of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome.
865
00:56:55,450 --> 00:56:59,783
It's the most
mysterious cause of death.
866
00:56:59,950 --> 00:57:02,992
The most mysterious,
the most arbitrary...
867
00:57:02,992 --> 00:57:05,492
and the most cruel.
868
00:57:06,367 --> 00:57:07,992
You're angry and that's normal.
869
00:57:07,992 --> 00:57:09,783
Let's leave my anger out of this.
870
00:57:09,783 --> 00:57:14,200
Someone didn't do his job
and an innocent child is dead.
871
00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:15,200
That's the reality.
872
00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:17,367
There is no mystery.
873
00:57:17,367 --> 00:57:19,408
An inexplicable death?
874
00:57:19,408 --> 00:57:21,200
I don't know
what that means.
875
00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:22,575
It doesn't exist.
876
00:57:22,575 --> 00:57:25,325
It's just a way to cover up
someone's incompetence.
877
00:57:25,325 --> 00:57:28,200
I see it every day.
878
00:57:31,283 --> 00:57:34,992
If you would like,
there is a procedure...
879
00:57:34,992 --> 00:57:38,242
Perhaps the only one
that allows us to rule out
880
00:57:38,242 --> 00:57:39,492
the most common hypothesis.
881
00:57:39,492 --> 00:57:41,908
Out of the question.
882
00:57:42,283 --> 00:57:43,367
You can take some time
and think about it.
883
00:57:43,367 --> 00:57:46,117
No.
No autopsy.
884
00:57:46,117 --> 00:57:48,658
Out of the question.
885
00:57:49,325 --> 00:57:52,117
I forbid you to touch my son.
886
00:58:02,033 --> 00:58:05,908
Why some are victims,
why others are not is...
887
00:58:26,700 --> 00:58:28,533
<i>"Dear Jennifer,</i>
888
00:58:28,533 --> 00:58:32,200
<i>"I'd like to talk to you
about these long nights when I'm alone.</i>
889
00:58:32,200 --> 00:58:36,075
<i>"About the nighttime crossings...</i>
890
00:58:36,075 --> 00:58:40,242
<i>"desert crossings filled with ghosts.</i>
891
00:58:40,367 --> 00:58:41,825
<i>"And about these hearts I hear</i>
892
00:58:41,825 --> 00:58:44,783
<i>"beating deep inside all these rooms...</i>
893
00:58:45,825 --> 00:58:48,492
<i>"deep inside all these bodies,</i>
894
00:58:48,492 --> 00:58:52,408
<i>"these hearts that want to go on beating
and don't give up.</i>
895
00:58:54,492 --> 00:59:00,325
<i>"They say life is worth living,
and they want more of it.</i>
896
00:59:03,658 --> 00:59:06,200
<i>My heart hasn't given up either".</i>
897
00:59:10,325 --> 00:59:12,367
I know it's hard for you.
898
00:59:12,367 --> 00:59:14,408
I know what all this has cost you,
899
00:59:14,408 --> 00:59:16,825
what a stay in a hospital costs...
900
00:59:16,825 --> 00:59:19,283
And I know that
with your night job you...
901
00:59:19,283 --> 00:59:21,408
No, Nathan.
902
00:59:21,658 --> 00:59:22,825
It's kind of you.
903
00:59:22,825 --> 00:59:24,700
I'd just like to help.
It's not much,
904
00:59:24,700 --> 00:59:27,158
but at least you wouldn't
have to worry about money.
905
00:59:27,158 --> 00:59:28,992
That's all.
I can do that, at least.
906
00:59:28,992 --> 00:59:31,367
No.
907
00:59:32,992 --> 00:59:36,283
<i>"Here, they all believe in God.</i>
908
00:59:38,825 --> 00:59:40,283
<i>"But me,</i>
909
00:59:40,283 --> 00:59:43,825
<i>"I believe in this
beating heart of mine</i>
910
00:59:43,825 --> 00:59:46,492
<i>"and this pulsing in my veins.</i>
911
00:59:46,492 --> 00:59:49,367
<i>"I believe in this force
inside of me.</i>
912
00:59:50,867 --> 00:59:54,117
<i>"If you come to see me,
I'll tell you about my life here,</i>
913
00:59:54,117 --> 00:59:57,158
<i>"about those times the fear rises up
and lifts you so high...</i>
914
00:59:57,158 --> 01:00:00,867
<i>"it makes you feel dizzy.</i>
915
01:00:01,492 --> 01:00:04,492
<i>"Hopelessness too.</i>
916
01:00:04,492 --> 01:00:06,492
<i>"You go through these moments</i>
917
01:00:06,492 --> 01:00:09,658
<i>"and think you're gone,
and you tremble.</i>
918
01:00:10,950 --> 01:00:13,450
<i>"But sometimes...</i>
919
01:00:13,450 --> 01:00:15,825
<i>"yes, sometimes...
you discover within yourself</i>
920
01:00:15,825 --> 01:00:18,617
<i>"an unsuspected strength.</i>
921
01:00:19,325 --> 01:00:21,075
<i>"You'll see all this strength...</i>
922
01:00:21,075 --> 01:00:24,742
<i>"you will...
if you come to see me.</i>
923
01:00:29,325 --> 01:00:32,075
<i>"I know I'm gonna die soon.</i>
924
01:00:32,075 --> 01:00:35,533
<i>"And I know I'm here
to learn something.</i>
925
01:00:43,408 --> 01:00:46,033
<i>"When I've learned what I've
come to learn,</i>
926
01:00:46,033 --> 01:00:50,117
<i>"I'll go.
I know that.</i>
927
01:00:53,742 --> 01:00:56,117
<i>"But in my head,</i>
928
01:00:56,117 --> 01:00:59,658
<i>I can't imagine
that life comes to an end".</i>
929
01:01:10,450 --> 01:01:13,867
Hi, Nathan, this is Anna.
930
01:01:13,867 --> 01:01:14,992
Am I bothering you?
931
01:01:14,992 --> 01:01:16,325
<i>No, not at all.</i>
932
01:01:16,325 --> 01:01:17,408
<i>How are you?</i>
933
01:01:17,408 --> 01:01:18,950
I, um...
934
01:01:18,950 --> 01:01:21,075
I've been thinking
about your offer
935
01:01:21,075 --> 01:01:24,492
and I think I'm going to accept it.
936
01:01:24,492 --> 01:01:26,658
<i>Good. I'll call my bank right away.</i>
937
01:01:26,658 --> 01:01:28,825
<i>- Okay?
- Yes.</i>
938
01:01:34,825 --> 01:01:36,533
I didn't understand you, angel.
939
01:01:36,533 --> 01:01:37,950
What did you say?
940
01:01:37,950 --> 01:01:39,783
<i>There was a storm last night.</i>
941
01:01:39,783 --> 01:01:41,950
Really?
942
01:01:41,950 --> 01:01:43,450
<i>Yeah.</i>
943
01:01:43,450 --> 01:01:46,992
<i>- Well, what was it like?
- I saw lightning.</i>
944
01:01:46,992 --> 01:01:48,867
Honey, I can't stay
on the phone too long.
945
01:01:48,867 --> 01:01:49,825
<i>- Daddy?
- Yes.</i>
946
01:01:49,825 --> 01:01:52,325
I don't want to go
on the plane by myself.
947
01:01:52,325 --> 01:01:54,450
Why, honey?
What's wrong?
948
01:01:54,450 --> 01:01:56,367
<i>I want you to come
and get me.</i>
949
01:01:56,367 --> 01:01:57,825
You won't be alone.
950
01:01:57,825 --> 01:01:59,075
There will be somebody
to keep you company.
951
01:01:59,075 --> 01:02:00,783
That's the way we've
always done it.
952
01:02:00,783 --> 01:02:02,950
<i>- But I'm scared.
- You're scared?</i>
953
01:02:02,950 --> 01:02:05,825
What are you scared of, sweetie?
There's no reason...
954
01:02:05,825 --> 01:02:08,325
<i>I'm scared of taking
the plane by myself.</i>
955
01:02:08,325 --> 01:02:10,492
<i>I'm scared of storms.</i>
956
01:02:10,492 --> 01:02:12,950
<i>- I'm scared of lightning.
- Do It.</i>
957
01:02:12,950 --> 01:02:14,617
<i>- Daddy?
- Yes?</i>
958
01:02:14,658 --> 01:02:17,575
<i>I want you to come and get me.</i>
959
01:02:17,575 --> 01:02:20,033
Sir, want to come with me please?
960
01:02:20,033 --> 01:02:21,325
- What for?
- Sir, please.
961
01:02:21,325 --> 01:02:24,950
- Get the fuck away from me, okay?
- Honey, I have to go.
962
01:02:24,950 --> 01:02:27,283
- Honey. Honey. I'll call you back.
- Leave me alone, all right?
963
01:02:27,325 --> 01:02:29,492
- Not yet.
- Sir, you need to come with me...
964
01:02:29,492 --> 01:02:31,617
Or what?
965
01:02:31,658 --> 01:02:34,283
Asshole, what are you going to do now?
What now?
966
01:02:34,283 --> 01:02:37,283
All you get down!
967
01:03:02,867 --> 01:03:05,450
Anna, can you hear me?
968
01:03:05,450 --> 01:03:07,200
Anna.
969
01:03:07,450 --> 01:03:10,200
Anna.
970
01:03:14,450 --> 01:03:15,783
- Are you okay?
- Call someone.
971
01:03:15,783 --> 01:03:19,742
Call someone.
Anna.
972
01:04:05,117 --> 01:04:06,283
<i>Hello?</i>
973
01:04:06,283 --> 01:04:08,033
<i>It's Anna.</i>
974
01:04:08,033 --> 01:04:10,283
I know.
975
01:04:10,283 --> 01:04:11,617
<i>Listen, where are you?</i>
976
01:04:11,617 --> 01:04:13,450
<i>I'll call come and pick you up.</i>
977
01:04:13,450 --> 01:04:15,617
<i>- No.
- Tell me where you are... please.</i>
978
01:04:15,617 --> 01:04:17,617
How much time do I have left?
979
01:04:17,617 --> 01:04:18,950
Tell me when.
980
01:04:18,950 --> 01:04:21,158
<i>Nathan, the time
you have left is your own.</i>
981
01:04:21,158 --> 01:04:23,950
Tell me how long.
Just tell me.
982
01:04:23,950 --> 01:04:25,617
I don't know.
983
01:04:25,617 --> 01:04:27,450
<i>Don't give me that.</i>
984
01:04:27,450 --> 01:04:29,075
You knew for the others.
985
01:04:29,075 --> 01:04:31,117
So tell me when.
986
01:04:31,117 --> 01:04:34,367
All I can do is help.
987
01:04:34,367 --> 01:04:36,117
Nathan, tell me where you are.
988
01:05:32,783 --> 01:05:34,825
May I come in?
989
01:05:34,825 --> 01:05:38,242
I went to see them...
990
01:05:38,242 --> 01:05:40,908
the Rachevskys.
991
01:05:41,950 --> 01:05:43,908
I wanted to tell them
992
01:05:43,908 --> 01:05:46,617
she died because of me.
993
01:05:47,242 --> 01:05:49,700
If I hadn't taken her
to that bank,
994
01:05:49,700 --> 01:05:52,867
she'd still be here with us.
995
01:05:53,075 --> 01:05:55,992
Her son would still have a mother.
996
01:05:57,408 --> 01:05:59,992
But I didn't even have
that much courage.
997
01:06:04,450 --> 01:06:06,200
Do you remember
when you called me
998
01:06:06,200 --> 01:06:09,408
from the hospital that day?
999
01:06:09,825 --> 01:06:13,075
You said you'd saved her?
You were wrong.
1000
01:06:13,075 --> 01:06:15,492
Today you say you killed her,
you're still wrong.
1001
01:06:15,492 --> 01:06:19,908
With or without you,
Anna would've died.
1002
01:06:19,908 --> 01:06:23,700
In her father's place,
or a couple of hours later
1003
01:06:23,700 --> 01:06:26,075
falling down a flight of stairs.
1004
01:06:26,075 --> 01:06:27,908
No one knows.
1005
01:06:27,908 --> 01:06:29,742
- No one can know.
- I don't want to die.
1006
01:06:29,742 --> 01:06:32,117
- Nathan...
- I don't want to die.
1007
01:06:32,117 --> 01:06:33,325
I'll say it again.
1008
01:06:33,325 --> 01:06:36,908
No one has power
over the hour of death.
1009
01:06:43,450 --> 01:06:44,658
Hello?
1010
01:06:44,658 --> 01:06:46,783
<i>It's me.</i>
1011
01:06:46,783 --> 01:06:48,658
<i>I want you
to come and see me.</i>
1012
01:06:48,658 --> 01:06:50,492
<i>I want you to come right away...
both of you.</i>
1013
01:06:50,492 --> 01:06:51,908
What's going on?
1014
01:06:51,908 --> 01:06:53,658
<i>It's nothing.</i>
1015
01:06:53,658 --> 01:06:56,867
You must come...
both of you.
1016
01:06:56,867 --> 01:06:59,950
<i>- Nathan, what's the matter?
- Nothing.</i>
1017
01:06:59,950 --> 01:07:02,075
<i>- You can tell me.
- Yeah, sure.</i>
1018
01:07:02,075 --> 01:07:04,325
I'll be okay.
1019
01:07:04,325 --> 01:07:05,825
I just wanted to see you.
1020
01:07:05,825 --> 01:07:08,408
I'm sorry,
I'll call you later.
1021
01:07:08,408 --> 01:07:10,033
<i>You gonna be okay?</i>
1022
01:07:10,033 --> 01:07:11,075
Yeah.
1023
01:07:11,075 --> 01:07:12,700
<i>Are you sure?</i>
1024
01:07:12,700 --> 01:07:14,825
Yeah, sure.
1025
01:07:14,825 --> 01:07:16,742
<i>I'm sorry.</i>
1026
01:07:23,742 --> 01:07:26,658
<i>Paul was dead and...</i>
1027
01:07:26,658 --> 01:07:29,825
I just screamed at her...
1028
01:07:30,783 --> 01:07:33,533
as if she was to blame.
1029
01:07:35,075 --> 01:07:38,408
You never talked to her
about it afterwards?
1030
01:07:38,408 --> 01:07:41,117
No.
1031
01:07:41,325 --> 01:07:42,700
She was right to leave.
1032
01:07:42,700 --> 01:07:45,242
They're both happy.
That's good.
1033
01:07:48,783 --> 01:07:51,908
She always had
a mind of her own.
1034
01:07:51,908 --> 01:07:55,242
Yes.
Always.
1035
01:07:55,242 --> 01:07:57,700
And I love it.
1036
01:08:00,408 --> 01:08:03,908
I remember a little girl
1037
01:08:03,908 --> 01:08:06,533
when I was an intern.
1038
01:08:06,783 --> 01:08:09,075
She came
to the hospital everyday
1039
01:08:09,075 --> 01:08:10,825
to visit her best friend.
1040
01:08:10,825 --> 01:08:15,450
She'd very nearly
drowned in a lake.
1041
01:08:15,450 --> 01:08:18,742
And her friend had
run off to get help
1042
01:08:18,742 --> 01:08:20,117
and there was an accident.
1043
01:08:20,117 --> 01:08:24,575
They'd only just met on vacation.
1044
01:08:24,575 --> 01:08:27,492
They didn't even speak
the same language.
1045
01:08:27,492 --> 01:08:31,283
Yet they were inseparable.
1046
01:08:32,450 --> 01:08:35,533
There was such a bond
between them.
1047
01:08:36,242 --> 01:08:38,242
A strong bond.
1048
01:08:38,242 --> 01:08:41,075
And she came every day.
1049
01:08:41,075 --> 01:08:42,950
Every day.
1050
01:08:47,742 --> 01:08:50,700
She'd hold your hand.
1051
01:08:50,700 --> 01:08:52,075
She had made up her mind
1052
01:08:52,075 --> 01:08:54,408
that she wasn't going
to leave your side.
1053
01:08:54,408 --> 01:08:56,783
And she didn't.
1054
01:09:02,533 --> 01:09:05,033
Why are you telling me this now?
1055
01:09:05,033 --> 01:09:06,867
Why only now?
1056
01:09:06,867 --> 01:09:08,158
I've been here.
1057
01:09:08,158 --> 01:09:12,033
I haven't hidden anything from you.
1058
01:09:12,033 --> 01:09:15,075
I've been right here in front of you
the whole time.
1059
01:09:15,075 --> 01:09:18,533
All you had to do
was open your eyes.
1060
01:09:19,200 --> 01:09:23,950
It was you who questioned me
when I came out of the coma.
1061
01:09:27,533 --> 01:09:32,033
You were the only one
who believed me.
1062
01:09:32,908 --> 01:09:35,450
Yes.
1063
01:09:56,950 --> 01:10:00,492
Kay, where are you?
1064
01:10:03,242 --> 01:10:05,075
<i>Rachel on machine:
Nathan, it's Rachel.</i>
1065
01:10:05,075 --> 01:10:06,617
<i>Everybody here is looking for you.</i>
1066
01:10:06,617 --> 01:10:07,908
<i>Where are you?</i>
1067
01:10:07,908 --> 01:10:09,908
<i>I left six messages
on your cell phone.</i>
1068
01:10:09,908 --> 01:10:13,117
<i>- Will you call me?
- Kay?</i>
1069
01:10:14,492 --> 01:10:16,492
Where are you?
What's wrong with me?
1070
01:10:16,492 --> 01:10:18,283
<i>First of all, don't panic.</i>
1071
01:10:18,283 --> 01:10:21,533
<i>There's a clinic
at the northeast corner</i>
1072
01:10:21,575 --> 01:10:23,575
<i>of 44th and Lexington.</i>
1073
01:10:23,575 --> 01:10:25,700
<i>They'll give you a shot of glucagon.</i>
1074
01:10:25,700 --> 01:10:27,867
- Lexington and what?
- 44th.
1075
01:11:01,617 --> 01:11:03,617
It's okay, Nathan.
1076
01:11:03,617 --> 01:11:06,408
I'm here.
1077
01:11:25,450 --> 01:11:29,242
<i>You're asking me
where we go after we die?</i>
1078
01:11:29,242 --> 01:11:32,283
Nathan, knowing whether
there is an afterlife
1079
01:11:32,283 --> 01:11:34,242
is not the point.
1080
01:11:34,242 --> 01:11:38,658
The important thing is
being alive before you die.
1081
01:11:38,658 --> 01:11:42,367
Today, now.
Fully alive.
1082
01:11:42,533 --> 01:11:45,575
The wonder of life
is in the here and now.
1083
01:11:45,575 --> 01:11:49,200
We always find out too late.
1084
01:11:54,325 --> 01:11:56,492
I've got to go get my daughter,
1085
01:11:56,492 --> 01:11:58,283
and I'm frightened for her.
1086
01:11:58,283 --> 01:12:01,867
So you're going to come with me.
1087
01:12:01,867 --> 01:12:03,867
You're going to come with us.
1088
01:12:03,867 --> 01:12:06,867
This white light, you haven't seen it
on yourself yet, right?
1089
01:12:06,867 --> 01:12:08,283
- No.
- Good.
1090
01:12:08,283 --> 01:12:09,992
That means if you're
on the plane with us
1091
01:12:09,992 --> 01:12:11,867
nothing will happen.
1092
01:12:11,867 --> 01:12:14,200
I don't want to put Tracey in danger.
1093
01:13:09,408 --> 01:13:11,658
Is it him or her?
1094
01:13:37,700 --> 01:13:40,700
This light, what's it like exactly?
1095
01:13:40,700 --> 01:13:42,200
I told you.
1096
01:13:42,200 --> 01:13:44,908
It's like a white halo
shining from the person.
1097
01:13:44,908 --> 01:13:46,742
And you see it all the time?
1098
01:13:46,742 --> 01:13:50,033
No, you only see it once,
and then...
1099
01:13:50,033 --> 01:13:51,367
but that's not what's important.
1100
01:13:51,367 --> 01:13:53,742
I know, I know.
1101
01:14:22,033 --> 01:14:24,367
So who is he anyway?
1102
01:14:24,367 --> 01:14:26,908
- A doctor.
- You work together?
1103
01:14:26,908 --> 01:14:29,867
Not really.
It's kinda complicated.
1104
01:14:29,908 --> 01:14:32,283
He's a friend of yours?
1105
01:14:34,533 --> 01:14:36,950
Why is he here?
1106
01:14:37,408 --> 01:14:39,033
Just traveling with me.
1107
01:14:39,033 --> 01:14:42,492
- I didn't want to travel alone.
- Like Tracey.
1108
01:14:42,533 --> 01:14:45,242
Yeah.
Like Tracey, yeah.
1109
01:14:49,742 --> 01:14:51,867
It's happening tonight?
1110
01:14:51,867 --> 01:14:54,158
Maybe.
1111
01:14:54,158 --> 01:14:55,658
I hope so.
1112
01:14:55,700 --> 01:14:58,742
You can never know in advance.
1113
01:15:49,367 --> 01:15:52,783
You know why I came?
The real reason.
1114
01:15:53,617 --> 01:15:57,533
You came because
you promised her you would.
1115
01:15:57,950 --> 01:16:01,242
You came because
you love your daughter.
1116
01:16:02,450 --> 01:16:04,700
- Don't you?
- Of course I do.
1117
01:16:04,700 --> 01:16:07,117
But there's
something else.
1118
01:16:07,867 --> 01:16:09,658
Naturally.
1119
01:16:09,658 --> 01:16:12,325
Look, Nathan,
1120
01:16:12,325 --> 01:16:14,033
I have a life here
1121
01:16:14,033 --> 01:16:16,408
and I'm trying to build
something solid with Tracey...
1122
01:16:17,992 --> 01:16:20,242
Wait, listen!
1123
01:16:22,700 --> 01:16:26,325
I think I know what
you're trying to tell me
1124
01:16:26,325 --> 01:16:30,950
and I think that we can
avoid this sort of...
1125
01:16:32,450 --> 01:16:33,825
Unpleasantness?
1126
01:16:33,825 --> 01:16:37,575
You know exactly what I mean.
1127
01:16:42,325 --> 01:16:43,992
I want you to come with me.
1128
01:16:43,992 --> 01:16:46,825
I want the three of us
to go back to New York.
1129
01:16:46,825 --> 01:16:49,283
I want you to come home.
1130
01:16:52,658 --> 01:16:55,908
Avoid just that sort of thing.
1131
01:17:59,283 --> 01:18:02,367
Tracey, don't look.
1132
01:19:06,575 --> 01:19:08,450
You go back alone.
I'm staying here.
1133
01:19:08,450 --> 01:19:10,117
I want to stay here.
1134
01:19:10,158 --> 01:19:14,075
- With Tracey?
- Yes, with Tracey, yes.
1135
01:19:14,825 --> 01:19:16,742
- You still need me.
- No.
1136
01:19:16,742 --> 01:19:18,575
I don't know.
1137
01:19:18,575 --> 01:19:21,075
I'm staying, that's all.
1138
01:19:23,117 --> 01:19:27,700
Is there something I should know?
1139
01:19:27,992 --> 01:19:30,617
Something you haven't told me?
1140
01:19:34,783 --> 01:19:37,617
I'm going to miss my plane.
1141
01:19:55,075 --> 01:19:57,742
Honey, do you know how to use it?
1142
01:19:57,742 --> 01:20:00,825
Huh? Press here.
Yes, that's it.
1143
01:20:00,825 --> 01:20:03,367
Good.
1144
01:20:04,783 --> 01:20:06,492
- Daddy?
- Yes.
1145
01:20:06,492 --> 01:20:09,992
The people we saw a while ago...
1146
01:20:10,075 --> 01:20:12,242
- Yes?
- The ones in the accident.
1147
01:20:12,242 --> 01:20:14,867
- Yes?
- The ones who died.
1148
01:20:15,242 --> 01:20:19,575
- Yes.
- Will they have crosses too?
1149
01:20:19,575 --> 01:20:21,575
I don't know.
Maybe.
1150
01:20:23,742 --> 01:20:26,950
But they're not buried
under them, right?
1151
01:20:26,950 --> 01:20:28,117
Who?
1152
01:20:28,117 --> 01:20:30,242
Oh, no.
1153
01:20:31,783 --> 01:20:35,200
But Paul, he's buried
under one, right?
1154
01:20:35,575 --> 01:20:36,825
Yes, honey.
1155
01:20:36,825 --> 01:20:38,242
Listen, honey,
1156
01:20:38,242 --> 01:20:40,908
if anything ever happens to me,
1157
01:20:40,908 --> 01:20:42,992
if I get to feel sick or,
I don't know...
1158
01:20:42,992 --> 01:20:44,367
what do you do?
1159
01:20:44,367 --> 01:20:45,950
- I call Mommy.
- You call Mommy.
1160
01:20:45,950 --> 01:20:47,075
Good, right.
1161
01:20:47,075 --> 01:20:49,533
And who else,
if Mommy isn't there?
1162
01:20:49,533 --> 01:20:51,825
If you have to call for help,
what do you do?
1163
01:20:51,825 --> 01:20:53,825
- I scream.
- You scream?
1164
01:20:53,825 --> 01:20:55,992
Honey, I'm serious.
What do you do?
1165
01:20:55,992 --> 01:21:00,533
I cry?
I know, relax.
1166
01:21:00,533 --> 01:21:01,825
I press here.
1167
01:21:01,825 --> 01:21:04,158
You already showed me.
1168
01:21:05,117 --> 01:21:06,908
Okay.
1169
01:21:46,283 --> 01:21:49,325
Honey,
you remember when...
1170
01:21:49,325 --> 01:21:51,700
when Paul died?
1171
01:21:51,700 --> 01:21:53,992
Do you remember?
1172
01:21:54,867 --> 01:21:57,992
Well, when he died...
1173
01:21:58,950 --> 01:22:00,783
I found a garden slug.
1174
01:22:00,783 --> 01:22:02,867
I remember.
1175
01:22:03,450 --> 01:22:06,033
I remember you asked
a lot of questions.
1176
01:22:06,033 --> 01:22:08,283
Lots and lots of questions.
1177
01:22:08,283 --> 01:22:11,117
Like what?
1178
01:22:11,117 --> 01:22:13,992
You asked us where he was.
1179
01:22:13,992 --> 01:22:15,992
We told you,
"Paul is in heaven.
1180
01:22:15,992 --> 01:22:18,033
In heaven with the angels".
1181
01:22:18,033 --> 01:22:21,450
And you asked us
if you could go see him.
1182
01:22:21,450 --> 01:22:24,033
You wanted to go see him.
1183
01:22:24,033 --> 01:22:28,117
And I don't know
if we always said the right thing.
1184
01:22:28,450 --> 01:22:31,783
- It isn't true?
- What isn't true?
1185
01:22:31,783 --> 01:22:33,533
That Paul's in heaven?
1186
01:22:33,533 --> 01:22:35,117
He could be.
1187
01:22:35,117 --> 01:22:36,450
Maybe.
1188
01:22:36,450 --> 01:22:38,033
But to tell you the truth,
1189
01:22:38,033 --> 01:22:39,450
nobody really knows.
Nobody can know.
1190
01:22:39,450 --> 01:22:41,450
- It's something that...
- I know.
1191
01:22:41,450 --> 01:22:43,408
You do?
1192
01:22:43,408 --> 01:22:46,533
When we die they put us
into the ground...
1193
01:22:46,533 --> 01:22:50,200
and slugs eat us, of course,
1194
01:22:50,200 --> 01:22:52,533
and then we disappear.
1195
01:22:52,533 --> 01:22:54,450
And then we don't exist any more.
1196
01:22:54,450 --> 01:22:57,992
Nobody can be sure of that either.
1197
01:22:58,200 --> 01:23:00,117
But you know,
I believe one thing.
1198
01:23:00,117 --> 01:23:02,783
- Want me to tell you?
- Mm-hmm.
1199
01:23:02,783 --> 01:23:05,283
I think just because we die
1200
01:23:05,283 --> 01:23:08,700
doesn't mean we don't exist anymore.
1201
01:23:08,700 --> 01:23:11,158
Maybe we exist someplace else.
1202
01:23:11,367 --> 01:23:13,367
And you know why I think that?
1203
01:23:15,742 --> 01:23:18,367
When you see a boat vanish...
1204
01:23:18,367 --> 01:23:21,367
have you ever seen a boat
vanish on the horizon?
1205
01:23:21,950 --> 01:23:24,658
When a boat disappears
in the distance,
1206
01:23:24,658 --> 01:23:26,367
it vanishes,
1207
01:23:26,367 --> 01:23:28,992
but does that mean
it doesn't exist anymore?
1208
01:23:28,992 --> 01:23:30,950
No.
1209
01:23:30,950 --> 01:23:32,742
Right.
1210
01:23:32,742 --> 01:23:34,575
I believe dying is like that.
1211
01:23:34,575 --> 01:23:37,700
It's like a boat
vanishing on the horizon.
1212
01:23:37,700 --> 01:23:43,158
Just because you can't see it,
doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
1213
01:26:53,575 --> 01:26:56,658
- Can we talk?
- Why did you come back?
1214
01:26:58,617 --> 01:27:00,450
We didn't want to fly.
1215
01:27:00,450 --> 01:27:03,200
Tracey and I were too scared
to take the plane.
1216
01:27:03,200 --> 01:27:06,325
Besides, I'm in no hurry
to get home.
1217
01:27:06,408 --> 01:27:07,867
So what do you plan to do?
1218
01:27:07,867 --> 01:27:10,033
Here?
I don't know.
1219
01:27:10,033 --> 01:27:11,033
Hang out.
1220
01:27:11,033 --> 01:27:13,075
Spend some time with Tracey.
1221
01:27:13,075 --> 01:27:14,533
Go for walks.
1222
01:27:14,533 --> 01:27:17,325
You could maybe point out
some places to go.
1223
01:27:17,325 --> 01:27:20,575
- Tracey told me you two...
- Places to go?
1224
01:27:21,117 --> 01:27:23,075
Nathan, what's the matter with you?
1225
01:27:23,075 --> 01:27:25,825
- Nothing.
- What do you mean, nothing?
1226
01:27:25,825 --> 01:27:28,492
You call me in the middle
of the night as if...
1227
01:27:28,492 --> 01:27:30,700
I don't know.
1228
01:27:31,617 --> 01:27:34,200
Then you show up two days early
with this strange guy,
1229
01:27:34,200 --> 01:27:35,283
and you come out
with these remarks.
1230
01:27:35,283 --> 01:27:38,492
Now you're talking
about going for walks?
1231
01:27:38,492 --> 01:27:40,075
What's going on?
1232
01:27:40,075 --> 01:27:42,325
You have troubles
at the firm, is that it?
1233
01:27:42,325 --> 01:27:43,783
No, not really.
1234
01:27:43,783 --> 01:27:46,367
Then what?
Are you sick?
1235
01:27:46,367 --> 01:27:49,992
No, not that I'm aware of.
1236
01:27:50,575 --> 01:27:51,950
Not that you're aware of?
1237
01:27:51,950 --> 01:27:53,408
No.
1238
01:27:53,408 --> 01:27:56,158
Just a little hypoglycemia.
1239
01:28:15,658 --> 01:28:17,575
When does it happen?
1240
01:28:20,867 --> 01:28:24,200
Two hours from now,
maybe sooner.
1241
01:28:32,117 --> 01:28:34,867
We had ice cream last night,
1242
01:28:34,867 --> 01:28:37,533
and we talked about Paul.
1243
01:28:37,700 --> 01:28:39,450
On the road
we saw some crosses,
1244
01:28:39,450 --> 01:28:42,492
and afterwards she wanted to...
1245
01:28:43,950 --> 01:28:46,908
does she talk to you about it?
1246
01:28:47,200 --> 01:28:48,908
Not so much these days.
1247
01:28:48,908 --> 01:28:50,200
But is she all right?
1248
01:28:50,200 --> 01:28:51,950
The last time on the phone
when I called,
1249
01:28:51,950 --> 01:28:55,992
- she was already asleep...
- She wasn't asleep.
1250
01:28:56,783 --> 01:28:58,867
She wasn't asleep?
1251
01:28:58,867 --> 01:29:00,783
- No.
- Can't you take a break?
1252
01:29:00,783 --> 01:29:02,117
Five minutes.
1253
01:29:02,117 --> 01:29:05,033
Nathan, in one hour
this flower will be dead.
1254
01:29:05,033 --> 01:29:07,075
It blooms one night a year,
just the once,
1255
01:29:07,075 --> 01:29:10,617
- and I still have...
- Yes, I know that, but...
1256
01:29:12,283 --> 01:29:14,367
sorry.
1257
01:29:23,950 --> 01:29:26,908
When we went home
to New York...
1258
01:29:27,575 --> 01:29:29,783
do you remember
the first thing you did?
1259
01:29:29,783 --> 01:29:32,950
The first.
1260
01:29:34,033 --> 01:29:36,908
You called the office.
1261
01:29:37,492 --> 01:29:40,700
You wanted to know
if anyone had called.
1262
01:29:41,908 --> 01:29:44,367
We'd just buried Paul,
1263
01:29:44,367 --> 01:29:47,658
and you disappeared
into your work.
1264
01:29:49,908 --> 01:29:52,325
You shut yourself off
in your anger.
1265
01:29:52,325 --> 01:29:55,742
But Tracey and I were still there.
1266
01:29:55,742 --> 01:29:58,408
We were alive.
1267
01:29:58,908 --> 01:30:00,700
I know you felt guilty.
1268
01:30:00,700 --> 01:30:02,867
I know that you blamed yourself
1269
01:30:02,867 --> 01:30:04,075
because you heard him cry
1270
01:30:04,075 --> 01:30:05,283
and you didn't go check on him.
1271
01:30:05,283 --> 01:30:08,283
- He called me.
- No.
1272
01:30:08,283 --> 01:30:11,908
Paul cried
and he went back to sleep,
1273
01:30:11,908 --> 01:30:13,867
and even if...
1274
01:30:13,867 --> 01:30:17,700
He called me,
but I didn't go to him.
1275
01:30:17,700 --> 01:30:21,367
Nathan, Paul didn't call anyone.
1276
01:30:21,700 --> 01:30:23,117
Paul's dead.
1277
01:30:23,117 --> 01:30:26,617
I've accepted that and so has Tracey.
1278
01:30:26,617 --> 01:30:29,617
She's accepted it
in her own little way.
1279
01:30:30,033 --> 01:30:32,158
And now you... you need
to accept it too.
1280
01:30:32,158 --> 01:30:35,242
- I'm ready.
- You need to stop...
1281
01:30:36,158 --> 01:30:38,658
I don't know.
1282
01:30:39,533 --> 01:30:40,950
I don't know, Nathan.
1283
01:30:40,950 --> 01:30:43,617
I don't know what to tell you.
1284
01:30:44,117 --> 01:30:49,783
I'm ready.
I came back to tell you.
1285
01:30:50,783 --> 01:30:53,742
And if anything
ever happens to me...
1286
01:30:54,533 --> 01:30:57,533
Why do you say that?
1287
01:30:57,533 --> 01:31:00,783
I wanted you to know
that I've changed.
1288
01:31:20,742 --> 01:31:23,742
I know a river not far from here.
1289
01:31:26,533 --> 01:31:29,200
If you want, I could
show you how to get there.
1290
01:31:29,200 --> 01:31:30,492
Yeah.
1291
01:31:30,492 --> 01:31:32,867
I'd like that.
1292
01:31:33,158 --> 01:31:35,950
A pretty river.
1293
01:31:37,033 --> 01:31:39,575
Right.
1294
01:31:44,492 --> 01:31:48,825
- Not very far?
- No.
1295
01:32:02,117 --> 01:32:05,742
Forgive me.
1296
01:32:35,200 --> 01:32:38,325
<i>Hi, this is Rachel calling
from Nathan's office.</i>
1297
01:32:38,325 --> 01:32:40,408
<i>I'm sorry to bother you, but...</i>
1298
01:32:40,408 --> 01:32:44,117
<i>he's not at home and hasn't been by
the office in several days.</i>
1299
01:32:44,117 --> 01:32:46,492
<i>We can't reach him
on his cell phone either.</i>
1300
01:32:46,492 --> 01:32:49,658
<i>We're worried and thought
maybe you'd heard from him.</i>
1301
01:32:49,658 --> 01:32:52,325
<i>Could you please call us
if you've got any news?</i>
1302
01:33:23,158 --> 01:33:25,867
They're looking for you.
1303
01:33:27,533 --> 01:33:30,575
Yes, I know.
1304
01:33:52,283 --> 01:33:54,033
<i>"Someone once told me,</i>
1305
01:33:54,033 --> 01:33:58,492
<i>"'The wonder of life is
in the here and now. '</i>
1306
01:33:59,117 --> 01:34:01,908
<i>"I'm going to die soon.</i>
1307
01:34:02,450 --> 01:34:06,992
<i>"And yet, I'm no longer
dominated by fear.</i>
1308
01:34:09,825 --> 01:34:12,867
<i>"Life is full of riches...</i>
1309
01:34:12,867 --> 01:34:14,908
<i>"the gestures, the laughter,</i>
1310
01:34:14,908 --> 01:34:17,783
<i>"the joy we shared.</i>
1311
01:34:18,242 --> 01:34:21,158
<i>"I remember it all.</i>
1312
01:34:25,950 --> 01:34:28,200
<i>"I remember your breathing too,</i>
1313
01:34:28,200 --> 01:34:29,658
<i>"when you slept in the car.</i>
1314
01:34:29,658 --> 01:34:32,575
<i>"Mommy's face when she saw us.</i>
1315
01:34:32,575 --> 01:34:34,908
<i>"We did a lot of things together.</i>
1316
01:34:34,908 --> 01:34:36,825
<i>Lots and lots of things".</i>
1317
01:34:39,533 --> 01:34:42,242
<i>"I've learned a lot.</i>
1318
01:34:42,575 --> 01:34:46,033
<i>I've met some wonderful people".</i>
1319
01:34:46,242 --> 01:34:49,783
Hi, I... I'm Jennifer.
1320
01:35:02,033 --> 01:35:04,325
<i>"Cherish your happiness.</i>
1321
01:35:04,325 --> 01:35:07,825
<i>"Savor it at every instant.</i>
1322
01:35:09,658 --> 01:35:11,033
<i>"And above all,</i>
1323
01:35:11,033 --> 01:35:14,700
<i>"don't get upset if you think of me.</i>
1324
01:35:15,117 --> 01:35:16,867
<i>"Don't be sad.</i>
1325
01:35:36,033 --> 01:35:38,825
<i>"And one day,
if you want to talk to me...</i>
1326
01:35:38,825 --> 01:35:41,325
<i>"if you really want to...</i>
1327
01:35:41,325 --> 01:35:43,158
<i>"pick a spot you like.</i>
1328
01:35:43,158 --> 01:35:46,950
<i>"A spot where we used
to go together.</i>
1329
01:35:49,450 --> 01:35:52,992
<i>"You'll be able
to talk to me... you'll see.</i>
1330
01:35:53,658 --> 01:35:56,408
<i>"Because I'll be there.</i>
1331
01:36:05,700 --> 01:36:07,200
<i>"And remember,</i>
1332
01:36:07,200 --> 01:36:10,992
<i>"don't be ashamed to tell people
you care about</i>
1333
01:36:10,992 --> 01:36:13,408
<i>"that you love them.</i>
1334
01:36:14,242 --> 01:36:18,533
<i>I love you both very much".</i>
1335
01:36:41,117 --> 01:36:43,242
Did you sleep well?
1336
01:36:43,242 --> 01:36:45,200
Yes.
1337
01:36:46,450 --> 01:36:48,867
Want me to make you a fresh pot?
1338
01:36:48,867 --> 01:36:51,367
No, it's okay.
1339
01:38:04,200 --> 01:38:06,408
I need to see you.
You've got to get out here.
1340
01:38:06,408 --> 01:38:08,283
I need to see you now,
understand?
1341
01:38:08,283 --> 01:38:10,408
<i>- I'm here.
- Take the first flight...</i>
1342
01:38:10,408 --> 01:38:12,450
<i>I'm here.
I'm here with you.</i>
1343
01:38:12,450 --> 01:38:14,200
What do you mean here?
1344
01:38:14,200 --> 01:38:17,283
<i>On the road to the airport...
the Crossroads Motel.</i>
1345
01:38:17,283 --> 01:38:18,950
<i>I'm here.</i>
1346
01:38:18,950 --> 01:38:21,908
<i>I'll wait for you here.</i>
1347
01:39:03,283 --> 01:39:05,075
You lied to me from the start.
1348
01:39:05,075 --> 01:39:06,450
No.
1349
01:39:06,450 --> 01:39:08,033
You said it was me.
1350
01:39:08,033 --> 01:39:10,075
You said so.
1351
01:39:10,492 --> 01:39:13,242
You said I was the one
who was going to die.
1352
01:39:13,242 --> 01:39:16,450
So what did I see?
Tell me.
1353
01:39:16,450 --> 01:39:18,742
I was the one who
was supposed to die.
1354
01:39:18,742 --> 01:39:20,408
It was supposed to be me!
1355
01:39:20,408 --> 01:39:22,325
You said so!
1356
01:39:22,325 --> 01:39:25,367
No.
1357
01:39:27,950 --> 01:39:30,742
Nathan?
1358
01:39:37,783 --> 01:39:39,283
Tracey, have you seen daddy?
1359
01:39:39,283 --> 01:39:41,325
No.
1360
01:40:04,575 --> 01:40:06,992
I'm a Messenger, right?
1361
01:40:08,283 --> 01:40:10,533
Yes.
1362
01:40:10,950 --> 01:40:13,908
And my wife is going to die.
1363
01:40:15,825 --> 01:40:17,700
Yes.
1364
01:40:17,700 --> 01:40:19,075
Why didn't you tell me
1365
01:40:19,075 --> 01:40:21,325
when you came to see me
the first time
1366
01:40:21,325 --> 01:40:23,450
instead of being so mysterious.
1367
01:40:23,450 --> 01:40:25,950
The swan's song and all that bullshit.
1368
01:40:25,950 --> 01:40:27,450
You wouldn't have believed me.
1369
01:40:27,450 --> 01:40:28,992
You never would have believed me.
1370
01:40:28,992 --> 01:40:30,950
I was trying to prepare you.
1371
01:40:30,950 --> 01:40:32,617
Prepare me for what?
1372
01:40:32,617 --> 01:40:34,825
You're a Messenger.
1373
01:40:34,825 --> 01:40:36,450
A teacher of life.
1374
01:40:36,450 --> 01:40:38,325
But to be a teacher of life
1375
01:40:38,325 --> 01:40:41,117
you have to remember
your own mortality.
1376
01:40:41,117 --> 01:40:44,117
- You have to.
- But why does she have to die?
1377
01:40:44,117 --> 01:40:45,950
Why her?
1378
01:40:45,950 --> 01:40:50,367
All Messengers lose
the person closest to them.
1379
01:40:51,450 --> 01:40:55,158
That's the price...
the price of grace.
1380
01:40:55,450 --> 01:40:56,908
I paid the same price.
1381
01:40:56,908 --> 01:40:58,408
But in time,
1382
01:40:58,408 --> 01:41:01,158
you'll know that you
were there until the very end.
1383
01:41:01,158 --> 01:41:04,075
Through the very end.
1384
01:41:04,617 --> 01:41:06,742
That's the price
of becoming a Messenger.
1385
01:41:06,742 --> 01:41:08,658
But I never asked for this.
1386
01:41:08,658 --> 01:41:11,450
Nobody ever gave me a choice.
1387
01:41:12,200 --> 01:41:13,950
You made your choice, Nathan.
1388
01:41:13,950 --> 01:41:16,533
You made your choice
when you decided to come back
1389
01:41:16,533 --> 01:41:18,742
after you had died on that road.
1390
01:41:18,742 --> 01:41:20,242
And you came back.
1391
01:41:20,283 --> 01:41:22,075
And now you know why.
1392
01:41:22,075 --> 01:41:24,825
What brought you back?
1393
01:41:26,075 --> 01:41:27,658
A face.
1394
01:41:27,658 --> 01:41:29,617
Whose face?
1395
01:41:31,242 --> 01:41:33,742
Claire's face.
1396
01:41:35,825 --> 01:41:38,367
<i>She was afraid.</i>
1397
01:41:40,033 --> 01:41:42,700
<i>She needed me.</i>
1398
01:42:34,742 --> 01:42:36,992
Where were you?
1399
01:42:39,033 --> 01:42:41,533
I got lost.
1400
01:42:43,492 --> 01:42:45,908
We were waiting for you.
1401
01:42:45,950 --> 01:42:48,533
I got lost.
1402
01:42:51,408 --> 01:42:54,325
We thought that you'd left us...
1403
01:42:55,575 --> 01:42:58,825
that you'd...
1404
01:43:01,617 --> 01:43:05,575
- We were worried.
- I know.
1405
01:43:06,242 --> 01:43:08,658
But don't be scared.
1406
01:43:08,658 --> 01:43:11,325
I'm here now.
1407
01:43:12,117 --> 01:43:15,158
I'll never leave you again.
1408
01:43:20,617 --> 01:43:23,492
I'm here.
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